"My dear sir," said Assessor Perleberg, "why do you wish to screen the
man? In the first place, he does not deserve to be spared, for he is a
bad subject, take him as you will; and in the second place, you thus do
yourself irreparable injury. I will tell you beforehand, you will not
get off with less than five years, for in the first place----"
"For God's sake let me alone!" I said.
"You grow less reasonable every day," said Assessor Perleberg.
And he was quite right; but it would have been a marvel had it been
otherwise.
I had been confined now for nearly half a year in a cell but half
lighted by a small grated window, and which I could traverse with four
steps lengthways and with three across. This was a hard trial for a
young man like me, but harder, much harder, were the mental sufferings
that I endured. The confidence in humankind which had hitherto filled
my heart, was all now gone. That no one visited me in my prison, I
could lay to the account of Justizrath Heckepfennig, who felt it to be
his duty to see that so dangerous a man held no communication with the
outer world; but that men to whom I had done nothing, or at the worst
had perhaps at some time or other, in my clumsy way, ruffled their
pride a little, should set their hearts upon trampling a fallen man
still deeper into the dust--this I could not forgive; this it was
that filled my soul with bitterness unspeakable. Ten witnesses were
called to prove my previous good character; and of these ten there was
but one, and that one the man whom of all others I had most deeply
wounded--Professor Lederer--who ventured to say some words in my
behalf, and to put up a timid plea for lenity. All the rest--old
friends of my father, neighbors, fathers whose sons had been my friends
and companions--all could hardly find words to express what a miscreant
I had been all my life long. And good heaven! what had I done to them?
Perhaps I had filled the pipe of one with saw-dust; I had caught a pair
of pigeons that belonged to another; the son of a third I had sent home
with a bloody nose--and this was all.
I could not comprehend it, but so much of it as I did understand,
filled me with inexpressible bitterness, which once even broke out into
indignant tears when I learned through my counsel that Arthur--the
Arthur whom I had so dearly loved--when interrogated as to his
association with me, declared that for years I had talked to him about
turning smuggler, and had even attempted to persuade him to join me;
that I had always been on the most intimate terms with Smith Pinnow,
and that if he were asked if he believed me capable of the crime laid
to my charge, he must answer unequivocally Yes.
"That ruins you," said Assessor Perleberg. "You will not get off under
seven years; for in the first place----"
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