It is a moderately-large, two-windowed room; the white window-curtains
are pulled down, and on them I can see the shadows of vine-branches
waving to and fro. I watch the motion with delight; it is an image of
my thoughts that float and waver thus without being able to fix
themselves on any point. I look again into the room, and my eyes find
an object on which they rest. It is a picture which hangs directly
opposite to me on a plain light-gray wall; it represents a young and
beautiful woman with a child in her arms. The eyes of the young mother,
who is calm and almost sad, as though she were pondering over some
wondrous mystery, are mild and gentle; while those of the boy, under
his full brow, have a dignity beyond his years, and look out into the
far distance with an air of majesty as if their glances comprehended
the world.
I can scarcely turn my eyes from the picture. My admiration is pure and
artless; I have no knowledge of the original; I do not know that it is
an exquisite copy in crayons of the most celebrated painting of the
Master of masters; I only know that never in my life have I seen
anything so beautiful.
Under this picture hangs a little _étagère_ with two rows of
neatly-bound books. Under the _étagère_ stands a bureau of antique form
with brass handles, and on it lie drawing-materials, and, between two
terra-cotta vases, a little work-basket with ends of red worsted
hanging over its edge.
Between the windows and the bureau, evidently set on one side, is an
easel, upon which is a drawing-board with the face inwards; and on the
other side of the door a cottage piano, the upper part of which has a
peculiar, lyre-shaped figure.
I do not know what it is that suddenly brings to my mind Constance von
Zehren. Perhaps it is that the lyre-shaped instrument reminds me of a
guitar; and indeed this must be the reason, for in nothing else does
the room bear any resemblance to Constance's. As there all was neglect
and confusion, here all is orderly and cheerful; no torn threadbare
carpet covers the white floor upon which the windows throw squares of
sunlight, and the shadows of the vine-branches play, but fainter than
upon the curtains. No, I am not at Castle Zehren. In all that castle
there was no apartment like this, so bright, so cheerful, so clean; and
now I remember Castle Zehren is burnt down--to the very ground, some
one told me--so I cannot be at Castle Zehren; but where am I, then?
I turn my eyes to the beautiful young mother of the picture, as if she
could answer me; but looking at her, I forget what it was that I had
intended to ask. I have only the feeling that one can sleep peacefully
when such eyes are watching him; and I wonder that the fair boy does
not rest his head upon the shoulder or the bosom of his mother, close
his great thoughtful eyes, and sleep sweetly--oh! so sweetly!
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