And indeed one did not need to be twenty years old, and a convalescent,
and in addition precisely the one upon whom these eyes were so often
fixed with that peculiar look at once decisive and doubtful, piercing
and superficial, which the painter casts upon his model--I say one did
not need to be either of these, let alone all three at once, to be
fettered by these eyes. They were large and blue, with that depth in
them which has a surface on which play every emotion of feeling, every
glancing light and passing shadow, and which yet remains in itself
something unfathomable. Once already, and that not so long before, I
had looked into eyes that were unfathomable, at least for me, but how
different were these! I felt the difference, and yet was not able
precisely to define it. I only knew that these eyes did not confuse and
disquiet me, did not kindle me into a flame to-day to chill me as with
ice to-morrow; but that I could gaze into them again and again as one
gazes into the clear sky, full of blissful calm, and no wish, no desire
awakens within us, unless it be the longing to have wings.
What possibly may have caused these large deep eyes of the maiden to
appear larger and deeper, was the circumstance that they were by far
the chief beauty of her face. Some said the only beauty; but I could
not at that time agree with this opinion. Her features were indeed not
perfectly regular, and certainly not at all what is called striking,
but there was nothing ignoble about them; on the contrary, all was
refined and full of character, at once bright and thoughtful, designed
in soft yet well-marked lines. Especially did this apply to the mouth,
which seemed to speak even when the lips were shut. And this bright,
intelligent, rather pale face was inclosed by two thick plaits of the
richest blond hair, which, as was then the fashion, commenced at the
temples and were carried under the ears to the back of the head--almost
too heavy a frame, one would have said, for the delicate head, which
was usually inclined a little forward or to one side. This attitude,
combined with her usual seriousness of expression, gave the maiden an
appearance of being several years older than she really was. But work
and care soon brush away the first lustre of youth; and she, though
hardly more than a child, knew what work was but too well, and over her
young life care had already cast its gloomy shadow.
CHAPTER VI.
At this moment, however, a smile played over her serious face. She
looked over her sketching-board at me and said: "You can get up, if you
wish."
"Have you finished?" I asked, availing myself of the permission, and
going behind her chair. "Why, you are still at work on the eyes. How
can you have so much patience?"
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