"That I well believe, Paula; but how can that help me? He can give me
no part of his knowledge, even if he were so kind as to wish it."
"True, he cannot do that; you must work yourself; but how to work the
best, and how to succeed the soonest, he knows, and will tell you if
you ask him. Will you?"
"Yes, I will; but----"
"No--no 'buts.' I am not to say 'if,' so you must not say 'but.' Will
you?"
"Yes."
As to utter this "yes" required some determination on my part, I spoke
it in a firm loud voice. Paula folded her hands and bent her head, as
if she were inwardly praying that my resolution might be blessed.
Everything was calm around; only a bird twittered, and the red
sunset-rays glanced through the twigs. It may have been a remnant of
weakness which still clung to me, but a strange and solemn feeling
possessed me. It was as though I were in a temple, and had just
pronounced a solemn vow by which I broke away from my entire past, and
devoted myself to a new life and to new obligations. And while thus
thinking I gazed with fixed eyes at the dear maiden, who sat still, her
hands folded, her thoughtful head bent--gazed until the tears came into
my eyes, and trees, sunlight, and maiden were lost behind a misty veil.
At this moment clear voices came ringing from the garden; it was
Paula's brothers, who had finished their task in the house, and now
were joyously hurrying to their favorite spot where they were certain
of finding their sister. Paula gathered up her drawing materials, and
was spreading a sheet of tissue-paper over her drawing, when the boys
came bounding up the hill at full speed to us.
"I am first!" cried little Oscar, springing into his sister's arms.
"Because we let you," said Kurt, jumping upon my knee.
"Let's see, Paula," said Benno, laying his hand upon his sister's arm.
Paula threw back the tissue-paper. Benno looked attentively at the
drawing, and then carefully compared it with the original. Kurt jumped
down from my knee to examine his sister's work too. Even Oscar stuck
his curly head from under her arm to see what was going on. It was a
charming group, the three boys clustered around the sister, now turning
their bright eyes upon me, and then fixing them on the picture.
"That is Uncle Doctor!" said Oscar.
Paula smiled and gently stroked the pretty boy's blond curls.
"You are silly," said Kurt; "he wears spectacles."
"It is well done, Paula," said Benno, with the air of a connoisseur.
"Do you think so?" she asked.
"Yes; only he is not so good-looking."
"Now you have all seen it," said Paula, in a tone of decision. "Benno,
carry it into the Belvedere."
"I will carry it!" said Kurt.
"No, I!" cried Oscar.
"Have you not heard that I am to carry it?" said Benno. "You are too
little."
"O yes, you are the big one!" said Kurt, scornfully.
"Hush, hush!" said Paula. "No disputes about it. He who is older is
bigger, and cannot help it; and he who is younger is smaller, and
cannot help it either."
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