It was certainly not with the intention of stimulating me--for that was
no longer needed--that my teacher in his discourses ever returned to
the same theme, that free, voluntary labor, consecrated by love, the
labor of all for all, was the completion of wisdom, the proper aim and
highest happiness of mankind. This was the last result of his practical
philosophy, to which of necessity all his reflections tended, whether
their subject was the destiny of the individual or the race. And as
these discourses were almost always carried on in intervals of repose
from work, from which we came and to which we were about to return,
they might be called significant arabesques to the earnest, and--as it
now looks to me--moving pictures presented by the unresting, thoughtful
master, and the industrious, eager student, in their combined
occupation.
This occupation was strictly regulated. It so happened that during my
convalescence, an old clerk of the office, who had long been ailing,
died. As it was a fixed principle with the superintendent that all work
should be done by inmates of the establishment, so far as that was
practicable, he had, in spite of the opposition of President von
Krossow, by means of an immediate application to the king, supported by
his friend, Minister von Altenburg, obtained liberty to leave the
clerk's place unfilled, and to give his work, as a special favor, to
me, for which I also received certain emoluments, reduced to the
proportion of other sums paid for prison-work. Deacon von Krossow
congratulated me, with anything but cordiality, on my "promotion," but
Dr. Snellius crowed loudly with joy, and in the family the great event
was celebrated as a festival. As for me, this arrangement had lifted a
load from my breast. I had now no longer to fear that the generous man
who had already done so much for me, would be involved in serious
inconveniences by his kindness. In the president's circle they had even
talked of investigations, removal from office, of pensioning off at the
very least. Now, as my relation to him bore an official character, this
danger was disposed of, and I could look with a light heart through the
open window by which my work-table stood, into the leafy garden, where
the bees were humming around the flowers, where the birds sang in the
trees, and among the flowers and under the trees Frau von Zehren took
her morning walk, leaning on her daughter's arm, or in the afternoon,
after school-hours, the boys played or worked in their flower-beds.
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