"I will see if you cannot speak with my mother for a few minutes at
least," said Paula; "please wait an instant here; you have not spoken
to your old friend yet."
Paula ran up the steps; Arthur saluted her--three fingers to his
cap--as she went, and then remained standing with his back to me.
Suddenly he turned upon his heel so as to face me, and said in his most
insolent tone:
"I will now bid you good-day; but I request you to observe that before
third parties we have no acquaintance--I presume I need not enter into
details why this is so."
Arthur was a head shorter than I, and he had to look up in my face
while he pronounced these severe words. This circumstance was not in
his favor; rudenesses are much best said from above; and it struck me
so ludicrously that this little fellow, whom I could have tumbled over
with a light push, should puff himself up to this extent before me,
that I laughed aloud.
An angry flush crimsoned Arthur's pale cheek.
"It seems you mean to insult me," he said; "happily in my position I
cannot be insulted by a person like you. I have already heard on what
footing you stand here; my uncle will have the choice between me and
you. I do not imagine that it will be a difficult one."
I no longer laughed. I had loved this youth with more than brotherly
affection; I had, so to speak, knelt and worshipped him; I had rendered
him a vassal's faithful service; had good-naturedly accompanied him in
all his follies, and taken--how often!--their punishment upon myself. I
had guarded and protected him in every danger; had shared with him all
that I possessed, only his share was always by far the larger--and now,
now, when I was in misfortune and he luxuriating in the sunshine of
prosperity, now he could speak to me thus! I could scarcely understand
it; but what I did understand was inexpressibly odious to me. I gazed
at him with a look before which any other would have lowered his eyes,
turned my back upon him and went. A peal of derisive laughter resounded
behind me.
"Laugh away!" I said to myself; "he laughs best who laughs last."
But when I thought of Paula's behavior during this interview, I felt
that it might well have been different. I thought she might have taken
my side more openly. She well knew how Arthur had abandoned me as soon
as I fell into misfortune; how he had had no single cheering word for
his old companion when in prison; yes, had even openly renounced me,
and blackened my name with calumny like the rest.
"That was not right--that was very ill done of Arthur," she had said to
me more than once; and now--I was very dissatisfied with Paula.
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