Sunshine of spring mornings, mist of autumn evenings; but far more
morning sun than evening mist! Yes, when I think well upon it, I must
admit that altogether morning sun was the rule, and evening mist only
the exception. For how any portion of our life--or, indeed, how the
background upon which this portion is defined--shall appear in our
memory, really depends upon the fact of its having been bright or
gloomy in our souls at that time. And in my soul at this time it was
growing gradually brighter and brighter, like the increasing light of
dawn; one knows not how it is, but what was lying before us confused
and indistinguishable, now stands in the fairest order.
The wish of my fatherly friend has long been accomplished: in the
workhouse I have learned to work. Work has become a necessity for me; I
count that day as lost on the evening of which I cannot look back upon
a vigorously prosecuted or a completed work. And I have acquired the
workman's faculty in every craft; the quick comprehension of what is to
be done, the accurate eye, the light forming hand. In the establishment
nearly all handicrafts are exercised; and I have tried them nearly all,
one by one, and for the most part soon surpassed the old gray-bearded
adepts. The superintendent likes to repeat that I am the best workman
in the establishment, which makes me at once both proud and humble:
proud, for praise from his lips is to me the highest honor I can attain
upon earth; humble, for I know that I owe it all to him. He has guided
into fixed paths the rude strength that knew neither aim nor limit, and
wished to spend its fury in the mastery of rough masses of stone; he
has, above all, taught me to regard the share of sound understanding
which nature has bestowed upon me, and which they did not know how to
deal with at the school, as a precious possession which may even take
the place of a bit of genius; or, as he often expressed it with a
smile, is perhaps a bit of genius itself. He has never tormented me
with things which he soon found out would not suit my brain; he soon
discovered that I could never express myself with clearness and fluency
in any other than my native German speech, and spared me the learning
of foreign languages, except so far as was absolutely necessary. He
knows that a sublime passage in the Psalms produces in me the deepest
emotion; that I can never satiate myself with reading Goethe, and
Schiller, and Lessing; but ne never urges me to go beyond this, and
discuss the literature of the day with him and Paula. But in recompense
he allows me to drink full draughts from the inexhaustible well of his
mathematical and physical knowledge; and his favorite recreation is to
have me model a machine, or portion of a machine, which his inventive
genius has devised, under his eye and guidance, in the little workshop
which he fitted up for himself many years ago.
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