By so much he overtops his younger brother Kurt, in a literal sense;
and Kurt has definitively abandoned the idea of rivalling his senior,
who has in so marked a degree the high slender stature of the Zehrens,
and will evidently be even taller than his tall father. But Kurt has no
cause to complain: he has the deep chest, the long powerful arms, and,
under thick curly hair, the broad brow, of the workman. He is very
modest and unpretending; but his look is singularly fixed and piercing,
and his lips firmly compressed when he is pondering over a mathematical
problem, or trying to learn some dexterous manipulation at the lathe,
in which he always speedily succeeds.
Kurt and I are great friends, and as nearly inseparable as possible;
and yet to tell the honest truth, the twelve-year-old Oscar is my
darling. He has the large luminous brown eyes of the Zehrens, which I
used so to admire in my friend Arthur when he was a boy; he has
Arthur's slender figure and graceful manners--I often seem to see in
him Arthur again, as he looked fourteen years before. That ought not,
really, to be any recommendation to me; but when he comes bounding to
me, throwing back his long locks, and with joy and life sparkling in
his great eyes, I cannot help spreading my arms to him. Often I ask
myself if it really is this likeness which makes Oscar still keep his
place as his sister's favorite. Paula, it is true, still says, as she
used to say, that there is nothing of the sort; that Oscar is the
youngest, and therefore needs her most, and the fact that he happens to
have so decided a talent for painting and drawing, and so is peculiarly
her pupil, is a mere chance, for which she is not responsible.
Just so Paula spoke six years ago: I distinctly remember that summer
afternoon when she made that large chalk-drawing of me under the
plane-trees--as distinctly as if it had been but yesterday. And when I
look at Paula, I cannot believe that I have known her for six years,
and that she will be twenty next month. Then she looked older than she
really was, while now she looks just as much younger. She is perhaps a
very little taller, and her figure is fuller and more womanly, but in
her sweet face is so much childlike innocence, and even her movements
have still the bashfulness, sometimes almost awkwardness, of a very
young girl. But when any one looks into her eyes, he cannot venture to
take her for any other than she really is. These eyes do not blaze with
bold fire; their glances are not shy or languishing like those of a
boarding-school girl fresh from a secret reading of her favorite
gilt-edged poet--they are luminous with a calm, steady, vestal fire,
unmindful of the world, and yet compassing the world, as the artist's
eye must beam.
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