This I learned a minute later, as I crossed the prison court. A pitchy
darkness lay like a thick black pall over the earth; not a star, not
the faintest gleam of light. The hurricane raged between the high walls
like a beast of prey that finds himself for the first time in a cage.
Despite my strength and the momentum of my heavy frame, I had to
struggle with the monster that flung me this way and that. Thus I
fought my way through the thick darkness, among the tiles that came
clattering from the roofs, to the superintendent's house, out of the
windows of which here and there a light was visible.
In the lower hall I met Paula. She was carrying a lighted taper in her
hand, and its light fell upon her pale face and large eyes, which
filled with tears as she saw me.
"I knew you would come," she said. "It is a fearful night. He insists
on going over to the prison; and he has been so very unwell lately. I
dare not ask him to stay. Indeed, he must go if his duty commands. It
is very kind of you to come."
The tears that had glistened in her eyes now slowly rolled down her
pale cheeks.
"Do not laugh at me," she said, "but for several days I have felt as if
some misfortune were about to happen."
"We have all felt so, dear Paula. It is merely a bit of egotism to
fancy that a thunder-storm which is now hanging over thousands and
thousands is to smite precisely us."
I meant to say this very courageously; but my voice quivered, and at
the last words I was forced to turn away my eyes.
"I will go to your father, Paula," I said.
"Here he comes now," said Paula.
The superintendent stepped out of his room. Before he had gently closed
the door, I caught a glimpse of a white figure which he seemed by
gentle words and gestures to be urging to remain in the room. It was
Frau von Zehren. Had she also the feeling that some calamity was
impending? Perhaps even more strongly than we. Who among us who see,
hears the faint spirit-voices that whisper and murmur through the night
of the blind?
A deep melancholy lay upon his features; but it instantly gave place to
a surprised smile as he saw us both standing there. It was as when one
walks through a dark rocky ravine whose sombre shadows spread a gloom
over his face, and suddenly, at a sharp turn of the dusky path, he sees
the open valley at his feet, and a wide flood of golden sunlight
streams all about him.
"See there, both my dears ones!" he said.
He extended both hands to us.
"Both my dear ones," he repeated.
Did he really see us? Did he, out of the rocky gorge, catch a gleam of
sunny vales in the future? I have often asked this question of myself,
when thinking of the happy spirit-like look with which at this moment
the father saw his beloved daughter at the side of the man who was dear
to him as a son.
But this was but for a moment, and the present then resumed its rights.
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