Here I wandered about under the tall trees, which waved their light
sprays in the morning breeze, along the wild paths, and among the
bushes brightened with the sunlight, at intervals listening to some
bird piping incessantly his monotonous autumn song, or marking some
caterpillar swinging by a fathom-long filament from a twig overhead,
while I bent my thoughts to the task, so difficult for a young man, of
obtaining a clear view of my situation.
I had told Granow the evening before but the simple truth: so long as I
had been upon the estate nothing had occurred to confirm his suspicion.
During the whole of this time I had scarcely left the side of Herr von
Zehren. No strangers had come about the place; there had been no
suspicious meetings; no goods had been received, and none sent out,
except a barrel or two of wine to the neighbors. To be sure, the people
on the estate looked as if they were accustomed to anything rather than
honest industry, and especially my tall friend Jock could not possibly
have a clear conscience; but the cotters on the various estates around
were all a rough, uncouth, piratical-looking crew, as indeed many of
them had been fishermen and sailors, and were so still when occasion
offered. That the gang which we had seen crossing the heath did not
belong to our people, I was convinced when I passed the laborer's
cottages, and saw Jock with two or three others lounging about the
doors as usual.
And then, granting that Herr von Zehren was really all that evil
tongues called him, still he did nothing more or worse than his
neighbors. They all dabbled a little in it, Granow had said; and if all
these aristocratic gentlemen made no scruple of filling their cellars
with wine that they knew to be smuggled, the receiver was as bad as the
thief, and Herr von Zehren was here, as always and everywhere, only the
bolder man who had the courage to do what the others would willingly
have done if they dared.
And, after all, I was bound to him by the firmest ties of gratitude.
Should I go away for a mere suspicion, the silly gossip of a prating
tongue, and abandon him who had always been so kind, so friendly to
me?--who had given me his best--no, his second-best gun and dog; whose
purse and cigar-case--and ah, what exquisite cigars he had!--were at
all times at my service? Never! And even if he really were a smuggler,
a professional smuggler--but how could I find out once for all whether
he was or not?
Most simply, by going directly to himself. I had justification for
doing so. My honesty was questioned by his friends; they did not know
what to think of me. I could not allow this to go on unnoticed. Herr
von Zehren could not expect that I should, on his account, incur the
dishonoring suspicion of being either a spy or an accomplice. But
suppose he were to say: "Very well; then go. I do not detain you."
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