Thus humbly I thought of her in my full, young heart, that was breaking
with love and longing. And I did it in the most assured conviction, in
the firmest faith, of the nobility and purity of her I loved so dearly.
I can truly say there was no drop of blood in my veins that did not
belong to her. I would have given my life for her had she asked it of
me, had she taken me for the true heart that I was, had she dealt
honestly with me. Was it a presentiment of the brief space of time that
I was still to cherish the simple faith that there is a spark of virtue
in every human breast that nothing can entirely extinguish, that made
me now bow my head upon my hands and shed hot tears?
I suddenly lifted my head, for I fancied I heard a rustling close
behind me, and I was not mistaken. It was Constance, who came through
the bushes hedging the path to the beech-wood. I sprang suddenly in
confusion to my feet, and stood before her, ere I had time to wipe the
traces of my tears from my cheeks.
"My good George," she said, offering me her hand with a gentle smile,
"you are my true friend, are you not?"
I murmured some indistinct reply.
"Let me sit here by you a little while," she said; "I feel somewhat
tired; I have been up so long. Do you know where I have been? In the
forest by the tarn, and afterwards up at the ruin. Do you know that we
have never again gone there together? I was thinking of it this
morning, and was sorry; it is so beautiful up on the cliffs, and
walking with you is so pleasant. Why do you never come there to bring
me home? Don't you remember what you promised me: to be my faithful
George, and kill all the dragons in my path? How many have you killed?"
She glanced at me from under her long lashes with her unfathomable
brown eyes, and abashed I looked upon the ground. "Why do you not
answer?" she asked. "Has my father forbidden you?"
"No," I replied, "but I do not know whether you are not mocking me. You
have shown me lately so little kindness, that at last I have hardly
dared to speak to you or even to look at you."
"And you really do not know why I have lately been less friendly
towards you?"
"No," I answered, and added softly, "unless it be because I am so much
attached to your father; and how can I be otherwise?"
Her looks darkened, "And if that were the reason," she said, "could you
blame me? My father does not love me; he has given me too many proofs
of that. How can any one love me who is 'so much attached to my
father?'"--she spoke the last words with bitterness--"who perhaps
reports to him every word that I say, and to the watchers and
tale-bearers by whom I am surrounded adds another, so much the more
dangerous as I should have expected from him anything but treachery."
"Treachery--treachery from me?" I exclaimed with horror.
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