Yet, after the detectives were gone, and he sat down in solitude before
these evidences of his friend's perfidy, it was many long and dreary
moments before he could summon up courage to peruse them. But when he
did, he found in them all that Mr. Gryce had promised. As my readers may
feel some interest to know how the seeming widow bore the daily trial of
her life, I will give a few extracts from these letters. The first bears
date of fourteen years back, and was written after she came to Sibley:
"NOVEMBER 8, 1867.--In the same town! Within a
stone's throw of the court-house, where, they tell
me, his business will soon take him almost every
day! Isn't it a triumph? and am I not to be
congratulated upon my bravery in coming here? He
hasn't seen me yet, but I have seen _him_. I crept
out of the house at nightfall on purpose. He was
sauntering down the street and he looked--it makes
my blood boil to think of it--he looked _happy_."
"NOVEMBER 10, 1867.--Clemmens, Clemmens--that is
my name, and I have taken the title of widow. What
a fate for a woman with a husband in the next
street! He saw _me_ to-day. I met him in the open
square, and I looked him right in the face. How he
did quail! It just does me good to think of it!
Perk and haughty as he is, he grew as white as a
sheet when he saw me, and though he tried to put
on airs and carry it off with a high hand, he
failed, just as I knew he would when he came to
meet me on even ground. Oh, I'll have my way now,
and if I choose to stay in this place where I can
keep my eye on him, he won't dare to say No. The
only thing I fear is that he will do me a secret
mischief some day. His look was just murderous
when he left me."
"FEBRUARY 24, 1868.--Can I stand it? I ask myself
that question every morning when I get up. Can I
stand it? To sit all alone in my little narrow
room and know that he is going about as gay as you
please with people who wouldn't look at me twice.
It's awful hard; but it would be worse still to be
where I couldn't see what he was up to. Then I
should imagine all sorts of things. No, I will
just grit my teeth and bear it. I'll get used to
it after a while."
"OCTOBER 7, 1868.--If he says he never loved me he
lies. He did, or why did he marry me? I never
asked him to. He teased me into it, saying my
saucy ways had bewitched him. A month after, it
was common ways, rude ways, such ways as he
wouldn't have in a wife. That's the kind of man he
is."
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