I was thinking to part soon with my earthly covering, for it was a month
since I had begun to eat locusts, which now were scarcer and scarcer in
the sand. I had grown terribly emaciated and black, and my legs were
tottering under me. When I had filled the bags in the stream, I carried
them with groaning, until at last, sitting down in the camel yard, next
to the garden, I could go no farther. Then those beasts, whose hearts
were better than those of the pagans, stretched out their bent necks
through the hurdle fence to me, and, snorting, took pity on my
suffering.
But once in the night, while half sleeping, I saw Illa again; she
brought water and food to me. Because of great weakness, I slept in the
daytime as well; and God, in His mercy, sent me dreams about my dear
country. Marysia came to me too, all in white, with angel's wings on her
shoulders; with these she shaded my head from the heat. She came always
at midday, in great heat; and toward evening, when I was weakest, I
heard singing coming from heaven. I was unconscious perhaps for a time,
for I saw not the light of earth; but afterward health returned to me,
for I saw again new piles of straw, the enclosure for the camels, and
the heads of those beasts raised toward the sky.
A certain time Sukyman, coming near me, said,--
"Learn the power of the servants of the Prophet!"
To which I answered, "Learn that of a servant of Christ."
Meanwhile a festival came. The Tartars, when night fell, took those
Venetian lamps which I have mentioned, and ornamented the whole place
with them; then each man, holding a light in his hand, went out on the
road, and they marched on in crowds. That was at the time of the full
moon. They cried in loud voices to their God and Prophet, for they have
a custom to walk and pray the whole night. They gave great alms also on
that day; captives were sitting in rows along the road; and what any one
asked for in food or in clothing he received. The years of service were
shortened for some; and a certain Essaul, who had dragged a Tartar child
out of the water, received liberty, for it is mean to refuse what is
lawful on that day. Hence there was great joy among the captives, for no
one suffered hunger or received blows, or was punished with death.
Sukyman walked past the straw where I was lying, and at his side went
Illa; but very haughtily, for she did not look at me, but taking a
barley cake from a basket she threw it toward me, while looking in the
opposite direction. A Kalmuck captive, sitting near, seized the cake.
Sukyman thought that I would ask as well as others, and he would not
have refused me. But, though I had not taken anything in my mouth for a
long time, I did not think it befitting a noble to stretch out his hand
with common people, and I chose to stifle with wind the hunger which was
gnawing my entrails. Sukyman said then to others,--
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