After an empty, treeless road, through frozen meadows covered with snow,
now red and now blue beneath the sky, he carried his gladness like a
lantern which he had to light him in the dark. He remembered again and
again all that had happened: his conversation with the canon; the
signing of the contract; every word with the tile-maker and Panna Olka.
When they were alone for a while she said to him, "It was all one to me!
I would have gone with you, Anton, without that, even beyond the sea;
but for father it is better in this way!" He kissed her on the elbow
with great gratitude, saying, "God reward thee, Olka, for the ages of
ages, amen!" And now, when he recalled it, he was a little ashamed of
himself, for having kissed her on the elbow, and for having said too
little to her; for he felt that if the tile-maker would have permitted,
she would have gone with him to the edge of the world. Such an honest
girl! And then she would have gone with him if necessary along that
empty road in the snow. "Oh, thou, my pure gold!" thought Pan Klen,
"since it is so, thou wilt be a lady." Then he went still more swiftly,
and the snow squeaked more loudly.
Soon he began to think, "Such a woman will not deceive a man." Then
great gratitude mastered him. And indeed if Olka had been there with
him, he would not have held out; he would have thrown his hautboy on the
ground, and pressed her to his bosom with all the strength in his bones.
He ought not to have acted differently an hour earlier; but it is always
so: wherever a man has to do anything or say anything from the heart, he
"becomes a fool, and has a wooden tongue." It is easier to play on the
organ.
Meanwhile, the golden and red stripes which were shining on the western
sky changed gradually into golden ribbons and golden knots, and finally
they vanished. Darkness came; and the stars twinkled in the heavens,
looking sharply and dryly on the earth, as is usual in winter. The frost
grew severe, and began to bite the ears of the future organist of
Ponikla; so, knowing the road perfectly, Pan Klen decided to cut across
the field, and reach his own house the more quickly.
After a while he seemed black on the level, snowy expanse,--tall,
sticking up ridiculously. It occurred to him that to kill time he might
play a little before his fingers got stiff; and as he thought so he did.
His voice sounded strangely in the night and on that waste, as if he
were frightened a little by that white, melancholy plain; and it sounded
all the more strangely that Klen played the most joyous things. He
recollected that he had begun to play and sing, after one and another
glass at the tile-maker's, that Olka accompanied him gladly with her
thin little voice. He wished now to play those same songs, so he began
with that with which she had begun:
"Level, O God, the mountains with the valleys,
Let them be very level!
Bring, O God, my love,
Bring him early!"
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