The ridge grows still narrower, and, what is more, pieces of stone,
loosened by the wind, fall away from under our feet.
"I will go on my hands and knees; 'tis impossible to go any other way!"
said Antek.
In truth, 'tis impossible to go any other way, so we go on our hands and
knees, advancing like two chimpanzees.
But soon it appears that that too is impossible. The back of the cliff
becomes as narrow as a horse's back. Antek sits astride of it, I also,
and leaning on our hands put down before us we pushed forward with
uncommon damage to our clothing. After a certain time I hear the voice
of my comrade,--
"Vladek?"
"What is it?"
"The ridge has come to an end."
"And what is there beyond?"
"Emptiness--there must be a precipice."
"Take a stone and throw it, we will listen to hear if it is a long time
falling."
In the darkness I hear Antek feeling to find a fragment of crumbling
rock.
"I am throwing," said he, "listen."
I open both ears.
Silence!
"Haven't you heard anything?"
"No!"
"We have ended up nicely! The place must be a hundred fathoms deep."
"Throw once more."
Antek finds a larger stone, throws it.
No sound!
"What does this mean, no bottom, or what?" asked Antek.
"Hard to help it! We will sit here till morning."
We are sitting there. Antek throws a couple of stones more; all in
vain. An hour passes, a second, at last I hear my friend's voice,--
"Vladek, but don't go to sleep--hast a cigarette?"
It appears that I have cigarettes, but we have used up our matches.
Despair! The hour may be one in the morning, or not even so late. Very
fine rain begins to fall. Around us, darkness impenetrable. I come to
the conclusion that people who live in towns or in villages have no idea
of what silence is,--silence like that which surrounds us, silence which
rings in our ears. I almost hear the blood coursing in my veins; I hear
the beating of my own heart perfectly. At first the position interests
me. To sit in the midst of the silent night on the back of a cliff, as
on a horse, and right over a bottomless abyss, that could not be done by
some shopkeeper of the city; but soon the air becomes cold, and, to
crown everything, Antek begins to philosophize,--
"What is life? Life is just swinishness. People talk about art! art! May
I and art be ----. Art is pure monkeying with nature, and meanness
besides. Twice I have seen the Salon. Painters sent in so many pictures
that one might have made canvas beds of them for all the Jews living;
and what were these pictures? The lowest possible pandering to
shopkeepers' tastes, painted for money, or the stuffing of stomachs. A
chaos of art, nothing more! Were that art, I would that paralysis had
struck it; luckily there is no real art upon earth--there is only
nature. Maybe nature is swinishness also. The best would be to jump down
here--and end everything quickly. I would do so if I had vodka; but as I
have no vodka, I will not, for I have made a vow not to die sober."
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