And he bent toward me with open arms, but I reined back my horse.
"Leave the care of Hania to me and my father. We have already taken
thought for her. I have the honor to inform you that the day after
to-morrow Hania will go abroad, and that thou wilt never see her
hereafter. Now farewell."
"Ah! in that case we shall meet again."
"We shall!"
I turned my horse and rode home without looking back.
It was gloomy in our house during those two days before Hania's
departure. Pani d'Yves and my little sisters went away the day following
the conversation with my father. There remained only my father, Kazio,
I, the priest, and Hania. The poor girl knew now that she must go, and
this news she received with despair. Evidently she thought to seek
salvation and the last plank of safety in me; but I, divining this,
strove not to be alone with her one moment. I knew myself sufficiently;
and I knew that with tears she could do whatever she liked with me, and
that I could not refuse her anything. I avoided even her glance, for I
could not endure that prayer, as it were, for compassion which was
depicted in it whenever she looked at my father or me.
On the other hand, even though I wished to intercede for her, I knew
that it would be of no avail, for my father never changed a thing that
he had once settled, and withal a certain shame kept me far from Hania.
In her presence I was ashamed of my last conversation with Selim, of my
recent harshness, of my whole rôle, and finally of this, that without
approaching her I still followed her from a distance. But I had reason
to follow her. I knew that Selim was circling about our house day and
night, like a bird of prey.
On the second day after the conversation I saw Hania hide hastily a
written paper, beyond doubt a letter to or from Selim. I divined even
that perhaps they would see each other; but though I watched in the gray
hour for Selim, I could not catch him.
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