"Father, I entreat thee by all that is holy, by the memory of my
grandfather, do not forbid me to fight with the Tartar. I remember how
thou didst call me a democrat, and wert angry with me. Now I remember
that thy blood as well as grandfather's is flowing in me. Father, he
injured Hania! is that to go unpunished? Give not people the chance to
say that our family let an orphan be wronged, or would not avenge her. I
am greatly to blame. I loved her, and did not tell thee; but I swear
that even if I had not loved, I would for the sake of her orphanhood,
our house, and our name do what I am doing now. Conscience tells me that
this is noble; and do thou, father, not oppose me; for if what I say is
true, then I do not believe that thou wouldst forbid me to be noble. I
do not! I do not! Remember, father, that Hania is wronged; and I
challenged, I gave my word. I know that I am not mature yet; but have
not the immature just the same feelings and the same honor as grown
persons? I have challenged; I have given my word; and thou hast taught
me more than once that honor is the first right of nobles. I gave my
word, father; Hania was wronged; there is a spot on our house, and I
have given my word. Father, father!"
And pressing my lips to his hand, I wept like a beaver; I prayed almost
to my father; but in proportion as I spoke, his severe face became
gentle, milder and milder; he raised his eyes, and a large heavy tear,
really a parental one, fell on my forehead. He fought a grievous battle
with himself, for I was the sight of his eyes, and he loved me above all
things on earth; therefore he trembled for me; but at last he inclined
his iron-gray head and said in a low, barely audible voice,--
"May the God of thy fathers conduct thee! Go, my son, go to fight with
the Tartar."
We fell into each other's arms. My father pressed me long; long did he
hold me to his breast. But at last he shook himself out of his emotion,
and said with strength and more joyously,--
"Now then, fight, my son, till thy battle is heard in the sky!"
I kissed his hand, and he asked,--
"With swords or pistols?"
"He will choose."
"And the seconds?"
"Without seconds. I trust him; he trusts me. Why do we need seconds?"
Again I threw myself on his neck, for it was time to go. I looked back
when I had gone about a third of a mile. My father was on the bridge
yet, and blessed me from afar with the holy cross. The first rays of
the rising sun fell on his lofty figure, encircling it with a kind of
aureole. And thus in the light, with upraised hands, that veteran seemed
to me like an old eagle blessing from afar its young for such a
high-sounding and winged life as he himself had admired on a time.
Ah, how the heart rose in me then! I had so much confidence and faith
and courage that if not one, but ten Selims had been waiting for me at
Vah's cottage, I should have challenged all ten of them immediately.
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