from those big, black, melancholy eyes, struck all who knew them with
astonishment. He took but little interest in the political condition of
the colony, or in the state of society around him, and while, by this
estrangement, and his secluded life, he made but few warm friends, he
made no enemies. The good people of the parish were content to let the
parson pursue his own quiet life undisturbed, and he lost none of their
respect, while he gained much of their regard by his refusal to make the
influence of the church the weapon of political warfare.
Hutchinson, who had retired to his room some time before the guests had
separated, was quietly reading from one of the old fathers, when his
attention was arrested by a low tap at the door, which he at once
recognized as Bernard's. At the intimation to come in, the young man
entered, and throwing himself into a chair, he rested his face upon his
hand, and sighed deeply.
“Alfred,” said the preacher, after watching him for a moment in silence,
“I am glad you have come. I have somewhat to say to you.”
“Well, sir, I will hear you patiently. What would you say?”
“I would warn you against letting a young girl divert you from the
pursuit of higher objects than are to be attained by love.”
“How, sir?” exclaimed Bernard, with surprise.
“Alfred Bernard, look at me. Read in this pale withered visage, these
sunken cheeks, this bent form, and this broken heart, the brief summary
of a history which cannot yet be fully known. You have seen and known
that I am not as other men—that I walk through the world a stranger
here, and that my home is in the dark dungeon of my own bitter thoughts.
Would you know what has thus severed the chain which bound me to the
world? Would you know what it is that has blighted a heart which might
have borne rich fruit, and turned it to ashes? Would you know what is
the vulture, too cruel to destroy, which feeds upon this doomed form?”
“In God's name, Mr. Hutchinson, why do you speak thus wildly?” said
Bernard, for he had never before heard such language fall from the lips
of the reserved and quiet preacher. “I know that you have had your
sorrows, for the foot-prints of sorrow are indeed on you, but I have
often admired the stoical philosophy with which you have borne the
burden of care.”
“Stoical philosophy!” exclaimed the preacher, pressing his hand to his
heart. “The name that the world has given to the fire which burns here,
and whose flame is never seen. Think you the pain is less, because all
the heat is concentrated in the heart, not fanned into a flame by the
breath of words?”
“Well, call it what you will,” said Bernard, “and suffer as you will,
but why reserve until to-night a revelation which you have so long
refused to make?”
“Simply because to-night I have seen and heard that which induces me to
warn you from the course that you are pursuing. Young man, beware how
you seek your happiness in a woman's smile.”
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