Boarding school students -- Fiction; College students -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
"Sometimes my point of view changes. I look at myself, and what do I
see? An elderly, shabby-genteel inhabitant of Bloomsbury, with not a
single memory of the past to fall back on, save that of a youth utterly
wasted--a youth hung about with golden opportunities, each and all
successively disregarded from a fatuous, childish belief that the supply
was inexhaustible--and with nothing to look forward to but a further
period of dependence upon a wife who is as much my moral superior as she
is my social inferior. An earner of casual guineas--a picker-up of
stray newspapers--the recipient of refreshment respectfully proffered by
unintellectual but infinitely more worthy associates in bar parlours. A
loafer--a waster--a _failure_! That, Mr. Mainwaring, is the father of
the girl whom you desire to marry.... I am not what you would call
religious, but sometimes the impulse comes upon me--and I obey it
forthwith--to go down upon my knees and thank God from the bottom of my
heart that my children take after their mother."
The broken scholar dropped wearily into his chair.
"Youth! Youth! Youth! Youth!" he murmured. "Rejoice, O young man, in
thy youth!"
His head slipped down between his hands.
Dicky, curiously stirred, attempted to say some word, but nothing came.
Suddenly Mr. Welwyn sprang to his feet. The cloud had lifted, or else
pride had come to the rescue. It is often difficult to tell which.
"Dick," he said, "I perceive from your attitude that you are about to be
sympathetic. Don’t! Sympathy is wasted on me. In five minutes from now
this mood will have passed. In half an hour I shall be as happy as an
ostrich with its head in the sand. That has been my lifelong posture,
and a very comfortable posture, too, once you get used to it! It is
only when one comes up to breathe that things hurt a bit. Now, if you
will excuse me, I must go out. I have had a letter this morning
offering me some exceedingly welcome and possibly permanent work. I do
not know where Tilly is, but she should be in presently. I do not ask
what your business with her may be. I have no right--and no need."
The two men shook hands.
"Good-bye, dear Dick," said Mr. Welwyn, "and thank you for the very
unobtrusive manner in which you have helped a lame dog over a stile."
Next moment the door closed, and he was gone.
"We are queer mixtures," mused philosophic Dicky.... "I wonder where
Tilly is!"
――――
Five minutes later the drawing-room door opened again, this time to
admit little ’Melia. She paused and drew back, at the spectacle of her
late ally sprawling at ease before the scanty fire.
"Hallo, ’Melia!" said Dicky cheerfully.
"Hallo!" replied Amelia cautiously. "Have you come to--see mother?"
"Not to-day, thank you," said Dicky. He regarded the little girl
curiously. "I say, ’Melia, have I offended you in any way?"
"You? Me? No!" replied Amelia, in wide-eyed surprise. "Why?"
Dicky smiled coyly.
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