Boarding school students -- Fiction; College students -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Love stories
"As for you, Tilly Welwyn," she observed severely, "just remember that
you are only an ordinary, hard-working, matter-of-fact little London
work-girl. You can put all fancy notions about fairy princes and
happy-ever-after out of your head. You are getting a big girl now, you
know. You must live your life and go your own way; and sometimes--only
sometimes, mind!--when you are feeling downhearted and up against it,
I’ll allow you to let your thoughts go back to the best man that ever
walked; and although you may cry a bit, you will thank God you did not
spoil his life by marrying him."
The doors leading onto the landing creaked, and Amelia peeped cautiously
in. Tilly started guiltily. None of us like to be caught talking to
ourselves. The habit savours of exclusiveness--and other things.
"Tilly dear," said little ’Melia listlessly, "the new lodger has come
with his luggage. Could you give him a hand with it? Everybody is out,
and it’s rather heavy for me."
"All right," said Tilly readily. "I’ll be down in half a minute."
Amelia disappeared, leaving the doors open; and Tilly hastily assumed a
business-like yet hospitable expression, suitable for the welcoming of a
second-floor.
"One thing more, though, my girl," she remarked sternly, releasing her
features for a moment in order to address her own reflection in the
overmantle mirror. "Just remember that this will require a real
_effort_. It’s all very well to feel heroic just now, and talk about
giving him up, and living your own life, and so on; but it won’t be
easy. You will have to put your back into it. Supposing you meet him in
the street one day? What then? Can you walk past him? You know you are
as weak as water where he is concerned. What are you going to do about
it?"
Tilly met her own eyes in the glass, and looked very determined. The
eyes in the glass responded by filling with tears. Tilly turned away
impatiently from this disloyal exhibition.
"Very well, then," she said. "If you are as weak as that about it, you
must just make up your mind to _avoid_ him--that’s all. There’s nothing
else for it. You must never see him again.... And I love him so!" she
added inconsequently.... "Poor Tilly!"
Little ’Melia appeared in the doorway again.
"He’s bringing up his portmanteau," she announced breathlessly, and
vanished.
Tilly turned towards the door. Laborious steps were audible upon the
staircase, as of one ascending with a heavy load. Presently a man in a
great-coat passed the open doorway. On his left shoulder he carried a
large portmanteau, which hid his face. He passed up the second-floor
staircase and out of sight.
Tilly, hot and cold by turns, stood shaking in the middle of the floor.
There was a bump overhead. Then steps descending, slowly. He was
coming back.
Tilly shut her eyes tight for a full half-minute; then opened them and
tottered forward with a cry.
In the doorway--laughing, joyous, open-armed--stood The Freak.
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