At last, when even his granite nature was almost worn down with labour,
anxiety, and struggling all alone without a word of comfort--for
the price of one grain of sympathy would have been “Destruction”--he
shuffled off his iron burden and breathed again.
One day he spent in a sort of pleasing lethargy, like a strong swimmer
who, long and sore buffeted by the waves, has reached the shore at last.
The next day his cashier, a sharp-visaged, bald-headed old man called
Young Skinner, invited his attention rather significantly to the high
amount of certain balances compared with the cash at his (Skinner's)
disposal.
“Indeed!” said Hardie quietly; “that must be regulated.” He added
graciously, as if conferring a great favour, “I'll look into the books
myself, Skinner.”
He did more: he sat up all night over the books; and his heart died with
him. Bankruptcy seemed coming towards him, slow perhaps, but sure. And
meantime to live with the sword hanging over him by a hair!
Soon matters approached a crisis; several large drafts were drawn, which
would have cleaned the bank out, but that the yearly rents of a wealthy
nobleman had for some days past been flowing in. This nobleman had gone
to explore Syria and Assyria. He was a great traveller, who contrived
to live up to his income at home, but had never been able to spend a
quarter of it abroad, for want of enemies and masters--better known as
friends and servants--to help him. So Hardie was safe for some months,
unless there should be an extraordinary run on him, and that was not
likely this year; the panic had subsided, and, _nota bene,_ his credit
had never stood higher. The reason was, he had been double-faced; had
always spoken against railways: and his wise words were public, whereas
his fatal acts had been done in the dark.
But now came a change, a bitter revulsion, over this tossed mind: hope
and patience failed at last, and his virtue, being a thing of habit and
traditions rather than of the soul, wore out; nay more, this man, who
had sacrificed so nobly to commercial integrity, was filled with hate
of his idol and contempt of himself. “Idiot!” said he, “to throw away a
fortune fighting for honour--a greater bubble than that which has ruined
me--instead of breaking like a man, with a hidden purse, and starting
fair again, as sensible traders do.”
No honest man in the country that year repented of his vices so
sincerely as Richard Hardie loathed his virtue. And he did not confine
his penitence to sentiment: he began to spend his days at the bank
poring over the books, and to lay out his arithmetical genius in a
subtle process, that should enable him by degrees to withdraw a few
thousands from human eyes for his future use, despite the feeble
safeguards of the existing law. In other words, Richard Hardie,
like thousands before him, was fabricating and maturing a false
balance-sheet.
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