“He said, 'Mrs. Dodd, and you Miss Dodd, whom I loved before I lost the
right to ask you to be mine, and whom I shall love to the last hour of
my miserable existence, I am come to explain my own conduct to you,
and to do you an act of simple justice, too long delayed. To begin with
myself, you must know that my understanding is of the Academic School: I
incline to weigh proofs before I make up my mind. But then I differ
from that school in this, that I cannot think myself to an eternal
standstill; (such an expression! but what does that matter, it was
_his;)_ I am a man of action: in Hamlet's place I should have either
turned my ghost into ridicule, or my uncle into a ghost; so I kept away
from you while in doubt, but now I doubt no longer. I take my line:
ladies, you have been swindled out of a large sum of money.
“My blood ran cold at these words. Surely nothing on earth but a man
could say this right out like that.
“Mamma and I looked at one another; and what did I see in her face,
for the first time? Why that she had her suspicions too, and had been
keeping them from me. Pitying angel!
“He went on: 'Captain Dodd brought home several thousand pounds?'
“Mamma said 'Yes.' And I think she was going to say how much, but he
stopped her and made her write the amount in an envelope, while he took
another and wrote in it with his pencil. He took both envelopes to me,
and asked me to read them out in turn: I did, and mamma's said fourteen
thousand pounds: and his said fourteen thousand pounds. Mamma looked
such a look at me.
“Then he turned to me: 'Miss Dodd, do you remember that night you and
I met at Richard Hardie's door? Well, scarce five minutes before that,
your father was standing on our lawn and called to the man, who was my
father, in a loud voice--it rings in my ears now--“Hardie, Villain! give
me back my money, my fourteen thousand pounds! give me my children's
money, or may your children die before your eyes.” Ah, you wince to hear
me whisper these dreadful words: what if you had been where I was and
heard them spoken, and in a terrible voice; the voice of Despair; the
voice of Truth! Soon a window opened cautiously, and a voice whispered,
“Hush! I'll bring it you down.” And _this_ voice was the voice of fear,
of dishonesty, and of Richard Hardie.'
“He turned deadly white when he said this, and I cried to mamma, 'Oh,
stop him! stop him!' And she said, 'Alfred, think what you are saying.
Why do you tell us what we had better never know?' He answered directly.
“'Because it is the truth: and because I loathe injustice. Some time
afterwards I taxed Mr. Richard Hardie with this fourteen thousand
pounds: and his face betrayed him. I taxed his clerk, Skinner: and
Skinner's face betrayed him: and he fled the town that very night.
“My mother looked much distressed and said, 'To what end do you raise
this pitiable subject? Your father is a bankrupt, and we but suffer with
the rest.'
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