_“Jan. 20th._--Poverty stares us in the face. Edward says we could make
a modest living in London; and nobody be the wiser: but here we are
known, and _'must_ be ladies and gentlemen, and fools,' he says. He has
now made me seriously promise not to give money and things out of the
house to the poor: it is robbing my mother and him. Ah, now I see
it _is_ nonsense to despise money: here I come home sad from my poor
people; and I used to return warm all over. And the poor old souls do
not enjoy my sermons half so much as when I gave them nice things to eat
along with them.
“The dear boy, that I always loved dearly, but _admire_ and love now
that he has turned an intolerable tyrant and he used to be Wax, has put
down two maids out of our three, and brings our dinner up himself in a
jacket, then puts on his coat and sits down with us, and we sigh at him
and he grins and derides us; he does not care one straw for Pomp. And
mamma and I have to dress one another now. And I like it.”
_“Jan. 30th._--He says we may now, by great economy, subsist honestly
till my wedding-day; but then mamma and he must _'absquatulate.'_ Oh,
what stout hearts men have. They can jest at sorrow even when, in spite
of their great thick skins, they feel it. Ah, the real poor are happy:
they marry, and need not leave the parish where their mother lives.”
_“Feb. 4th._--A kind and most delicate letter from Jane. She says,
'Papa and I are much grieved at Captain Dodd's affliction, and deeply
concerned at your loss by the Bank. Papa has asked Uncle Thomas for two
hundred pounds, and I entreat you to oblige me by receiving it at my
hands and applying it according to the dictates of your own affectionate
heart.”
“Actually our Viceroy will not let me take it: he says he will not
accept a crumb from the man who owes us a loaf.”
_“Feb. 8th._--Jane mortified, and no wonder. If she knew how very poor
we are, she would be surprised as well. I have implored her not to take
it to heart, for that all will be explained one day, and she will see we
_could_ not.
“His dear letters! I feed on them. We have no secrets, no two minds. He
is to be a first class and then a private tutor. Our money is to go to
mamma: it is he and I that are to work our fingers to the bone (I am so
happy!), and never let them be driven by injustice from their home. But
all this is a great secret. The Viceroy will be defeated, only I let him
talk till Alfred is here to back me. No; it is _not_ just the rightful
owner of fourteen thousand pounds should be poor.
“How shallow female education is: I was always led to suppose modesty is
the highest virtue. No such thing! Justice is the queen of the virtues:
_He_ is justice incarnate.”
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