Then he writhed at his own meanness in coming to visit a servant and his
folly in being caught by so shallow an artifice. He groaned aloud. The
clock in the hall struck ten. There was just time to get back if they
would lend him a conveyance. He shouted, he screamed, he prayed. He
offered terms humbly, piteously; he would forgive his father, forgive
them all, he would say no more about the money, would do anything,
consent to anything, if they would only let him keep faith with his
Julia: they had better consent, and not provoke his vengeance. “Have
mercy on me!” he cried. “Don't make me insult her I love. They will all
be waiting for me. It is my wedding-day; you can't have known it is my
wedding-day; fiends, monsters, I tell you it is my wedding-day. Oh, pray
send the lady to me; she can't be all stone, and my misery might melt
a stone.” He listened for an answer, he prayed for an answer. There was
none. Once in a mad-house, the sanest man is mad, however interested
and barefaced the motive of the relative who has brought two of the most
venal class upon the earth to sign away his wits behind his back. And
once hobbled and strapped, he is a _dangerous_ maniac, for just so many
days, weeks, or years, as the hobbles, handcuffs, and jacket happen to
be left upon him by inhumanity, economy, or simple carelessness. Poor
Alfred's cries and prayers were heard, but no more noticed than the
night howl of a wolf on some distant mountain. All was sullen silence,
but the grating tongue of the clock, which told the victim of a
legislature's shallowness and a father's avarice--that Time, deaf to his
woe, as were the walls, the men, the women, and the cutting bands, was
stealing away with iron finger his last chance of meeting his beloved at
the altar.
He closed his eyes, and saw her lovelier than ever, dressed all in
white, waiting for him with sweet concern in that peerless face. “Julia!
Julia!” he cried, with a loud heart-broken cry. The half-hour struck. At
that he struggled, he writhed, he bounded: he made the very room shake,
and lacerated his flesh; but that was all. No answer. No motion. No
help. No hope.
The perspiration rolled down his steaming body. The tears burst from
his young eyes and ran down his cheeks. He sobbed, and sobbing almost
choked, so tight were his linen bands upon his bursting bosom.
He lay still exhausted.
The clock ticked harshly on: the rest was silence. With this miserable
exception: ever and anon the victim's jammed body shuddered so terribly
it shook and rattled the iron bedstead, and told of the storm within,
the agony of the racked and all foreboding soul.
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