Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza FortunesBonner, Geraldine
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Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes
Bonner, Geraldine
Gold miners -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The evening before her departure the last leaf was added to this
momentous and miserable Sacramento chapter. Meeting her in the
sitting-room, Bart Nelson had detained her and made a halting and
bashful offer of marriage. Viola, too stunned by the terrible surprise
of the past week to have room for any more astonishment, had listened
to him indifferently, and then politely but coldly refused him.
The young man seemed to be astonished. He looked at her incredulously.
"But--but," he stammered, "what are you going to do?"
"I'm going to San Francisco to-morrow," she answered, rather wearily,
as she knew he was aware of her purpose.
"But what are you going to do when you get there?"
"I'm going to work at something."
"Work at something! What in the world can you work at? You look as if
you hadn't strength enough to grind an organ! You must be crazy."
"I can work at anything," she said, almost absently. "Besides, I have
money to live on, enough for a long time--several years."
He looked at her moodily, amazed by her indifference.
"It would be a hundred times better for you to stay here and marry me.
I'd take care of you and support you. Ain't that better for a woman
than scratching along by herself? Mrs. Seymour says you haven't got a
friend in San Francisco."
"No; but I don't mind that. I don't want to marry. I don't ever want
to."
"But isn't it better to have a man to work for you, and give you a
nice comfortable home, and--well--of course, be fond of you, and all
that--than to go off by yourself, trusting to luck to get work? You
don't know what you're in for."
"Perhaps I don't. But truly, there's no use talking about it any more.
I can't. I couldn't, no matter what happened. It was kind of you to
think of me. Thank you, and good-by."
When she had gained her own room she stood among her scattered
possessions, thinking. No one knew how terrifying her loneliness
seemed to her. As she looked out at it now, so close at hand, to begin
to-morrow, her heart sickened, and the bleakness of an encompassing
world, all strange, all cold, all uncaring, seemed to encircle her.
Were not protection, companionship, home, at any price, better than
this? She recalled the young man's coarse but good-natured face, his
passion shining through the businesslike phlegm of his manner, and
uttered a vehement exclamation, at the same time making a gesture as
though repulsing him. There were some things that even to a woman in
her position were impossible.
The next day she started, turning her back on her father's grave, and
her face toward the city where she had been born and yet had not a
friend.
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