Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza FortunesBonner, Geraldine
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Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes
Bonner, Geraldine
Gold miners -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"Perhaps not to you," she answered in a hardly audible voice; "but to
me!"
He looked away and tried to speak lightly:
"It is of no importance whatever to me, and I don't see why it should
be of any to you."
"Oh, Mr. Gault, what do you think I am, that you should say that?"
"A foolish girl who takes a trifling matter too seriously," he answered
quickly.
"No--a woman who has been hurt and humiliated. It may have been of no
importance to you that you were giving us the clothes we wore and the
food we ate--but oh! to me--"
Her voice broke, and she turned her face away.
He made an impatient movement with his head.
"Come, don't let's talk about that anymore. You're not yourself.
Besides, whatever insignificant matter you're worrying about was not of
your doing."
"No," she said, turning on him passionately, "but the responsibility
rests on me; for whatever my father may have done that was wrong
or foolish was for me. There is an excuse for him. You--other
people--outsiders--don't know. He hasn't wanted these things for
himself. It was all done for me. I was his idol, and it has almost
broken his heart that his money and position were gone before I was old
enough to profit by them. He always wanted to be rich again, but it was
for me. He wanted me to have everything--pretty clothes to wear, and
good things to eat, and theaters and amusements, like other girls. He
tried to keep up with his old bonanza friends who were tired of him and
had no use for him, because he thought their wives might be kind to me
and ask me to their houses. He has forgotten himself and what he owed
to me, but it was because he loved me so much."
"Viola dear," he said pleadingly, "I understand all this. No one blames
the colonel."
She did not seem to hear him. Her mood was past control.
"When we first met you things were at their worst. We were in terrible
need. We had had some money--quite a good deal--three years before; it
was for a mortgage on the house, or something; but it had all gone,
mostly in Pine Street. Yours must have gone there, too. Everything he
has had of late years goes there, because he is determined to make a
second fortune for me before he dies. And he never will--poor old man!
he never will. I did what I could and made a little, but he couldn't
bear it, because he hated to think I worked at anything. So that was
why he went to you. We were in despair when we knew you first--we were
starving."
"Dear child, why go over all this? It's only a pain to us both."
He tried to take her hands, but she drew them back and made a gesture
as though pushing him away.
"I didn't know where it came from. I believed him. Oh, Mr. Gault, if
he told me what was not true, you can't blame him. You've never known
what it feels like to have some one you love wanting the necessaries of
life. You could beg for them--steal for them! And when I told you those
things about the mining stock, what did you think I meant? What did you
believe?"
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