Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza FortunesBonner, Geraldine
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Hard-Pan: A Story of Bonanza Fortunes
Bonner, Geraldine
Gold miners -- Fiction; San Francisco (Calif.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
He began to tremble, and sat down, looking at her with an aghast,
protesting look. Whatever his idea had been in so openly using Viola's
name in his dealings with Gault, he had not meant that. Old age, bitter
poverty, trampled pride--all had combined to lower that high standard,
that proud self-respect, which his daughter had believed to be his. She
would never believe in them again.
"You oughtn't to say that, Viola," he said in a low voice; "you
oughtn't to say that to me."
She did not stir, and he said again, after a moment's pause:
"It's not right for you to say that. I thought I was doing for the
best. I may have done foolishly, but it was because I loved you."
He spoke heavily, sitting inert and sunken, with the lamplight pouring
over his wrinkled face and white hair.
Suddenly Viola ran toward him. She put her arms round his neck, close
and warm, and her tears fell on his hair, on his face, on his coat. She
hugged his head against her breast and kissed it wildly, sobbing over
and over:
"Oh, my poor father! Oh, my poor father! Oh, my poor father!"
The old man patted her head and said gently:
"Don't--don't go on that way. You didn't say anything. I've forgotten
it already."
But she knew he had not, and continued sobbing out passionate, broken
sentences:
"I didn't mean it--I spoke without thinking. Oh, please forget it!
Don't look like that! I didn't mean it--I didn't mean it for a minute."
He tried to soothe and comfort her, but he himself was very quiet. When
she had sobbed herself into a state of apathetic exhaustion, he helped
her up-stairs to her room, and prowled up and down in the passageway,
every now and then listening at her door till he heard her caught
breaths regulate themselves into the long, regular ones of heavy sleep.
Then he went into his own room. He did not go to bed, but sat
motionless, shrunk together, staring at the light. His love for his
daughter had been dear to him, but a thousand times dearer had been
his realization of her love for him. When all the world had turned its
back on him, the knowledge that he was still believed in, watched for,
cherished by this one young girl had made life as well worth living
as it had been in the days of his glory. And now he had lost that--it
was gone forever. He was an old man, and to-night he had received his
death-blow.
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