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Mr. Harthouse drew a long breath; and, if ever man found himself in the
position of not knowing what to say, made the discovery beyond all
question that he was so circumstanced. The child-like ingenuousness with
which his visitor spoke, her modest fearlessness, her truthfulness which
put all artifice aside, her entire forgetfulness of herself in her
earnest quiet holding to the object with which she had come; all this,
together with her reliance on his easily given promise—which in itself
shamed him—presented something in which he was so inexperienced, and
against which he knew any of his usual weapons would fall so powerless;
that not a word could he rally to his relief.
At last he said:
‘So startling an announcement, so confidently made, and by such lips, is
really disconcerting in the last degree. May I be permitted to inquire,
if you are charged to convey that information to me in those hopeless
words, by the lady of whom we speak?’
‘I have no charge from her.’
‘The drowning man catches at the straw. With no disrespect for your
judgment, and with no doubt of your sincerity, excuse my saying that I
cling to the belief that there is yet hope that I am not condemned to
perpetual exile from that lady’s presence.’
‘There is not the least hope. The first object of my coming here, sir,
is to assure you that you must believe that there is no more hope of your
ever speaking with her again, than there would be if she had died when
she came home last night.’
‘Must believe? But if I can’t—or if I should, by infirmity of nature, be
obstinate—and won’t—’
‘It is still true. There is no hope.’
James Harthouse looked at her with an incredulous smile upon his lips;
but her mind looked over and beyond him, and the smile was quite thrown
away.
He bit his lip, and took a little time for consideration.
‘Well! If it should unhappily appear,’ he said, ‘after due pains and
duty on my part, that I am brought to a position so desolate as this
banishment, I shall not become the lady’s persecutor. But you said you
had no commission from her?’
‘I have only the commission of my love for her, and her love for me. I
have no other trust, than that I have been with her since she came home,
and that she has given me her confidence. I have no further trust, than
that I know something of her character and her marriage. O Mr.
Harthouse, I think you had that trust too!’
He was touched in the cavity where his heart should have been—in that
nest of addled eggs, where the birds of heaven would have lived if they
had not been whistled away—by the fervour of this reproach.
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