Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
At college, the poor youth's difficulties were of course very great. He
knew nothing of Greek, nor of classical versification, and he had no one
to help him--"my father, however, set himself to making Latin verses--he
who had never made any before." His professor, M. Andrieu d'Alba, "a man
of heart, a man of God," was kind enough to him, but his comrades were
very much the contrary; they ridiculed him and bemocked his dress and
his poverty. "I was in the middle of them like an owl at mid-day, quite
scared." He began to feel, indeed, that he was poor; he fell into a
state of misanthropy rare at such an age; he thought, "that all the rich
were bad--that all men were bad," for he saw few that were not richer
than he was. "Nevertheless," he adds, and this is singular, if true, "in
all my excessive antipathy to mankind, so much good remained in me,
that I had no envy."
But one day--a Thursday morning--in the midst of all his troubles and
privations (there was no fire, though the snow lay all round, and there
were great doubts if there would be any bread that evening), "I struck
my hand, burst open by the cold, on my oaken table (I have that table
still), and felt a manly joy of vigor and a future for me." Doubtless,
in the lives of many men, there have been such moments--moments when all
is dark, when the necessaries of life are wanting, and there is no
friend to cheer or pity--moments when the tides of life and hope are
equally at their ebb, and when, if ever it were allowable, a man might
be permitted to despair--when, nevertheless, a confidence, an
inspiration suddenly buoys up the spirit in triumph and exultation, and
a determination arises, and a freshness is infused which bears them on
thenceforth, conquering and to conquer. Thirty years afterward, Michelet
is seated at the same oaken table, and looks at his hand, still showing
the scar of 1813. But all else is changed: he is in easy circumstances;
he is the popular author, the popular professor; but he remembers, and
his heart says to him, "Thou art warm, and others are cold; this is not
just. Oh! who will bring me comfort for this hard inequality?" And he
consoles himself characteristically with the thought of working for the
people by giving to his country her history; for, to Michelet, history
and the people are much the same thing as grammar was to his old friend,
the schoolmaster with the unfinished manuscript.
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