Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
Various
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"No, no, no; I am not; I can not be, now you are here! Walter, we shall
be late; we must dress to see your uncle. I am sober, indeed I am."
Fresh guests now arrived; the miserable husband locked his no less
wretched wife in her room, and hastened to apologize for her unexpected
illness.
Again he forgave her, and again she sinned: the greatest pang, the shame
of detection, was over--the demon of drink was now ascendant. A puny
wailing child was born, that child for whom the father had once so
fondly hoped, but whose advent was now a fresh link in misery's chain.
Even the babe paid the penalty of its mother's vice by its enfeebled
frame, its neglected state; its earliest nutriment was poisoned. Rosa
was soon debarred one of the holiest pleasures of maternity--her child
was taken from her fever-laden breast. It became very ill; nature's
voice was heard, the mother sacrificed her habits to her child. A new
and celebrated physician was called in: he carefully examined the poor
infant. "Strange," he said; "now, had this child been born in a less
respectable sphere, I should say it was suffering from a drunken
parent."
A muttered curse escaped from Walter, a cry from Rosa. The doctor looked
at her more narrowly; in her watery eye and shaking hand he read the
truth of his accusation. "You have killed the child, madam," he
continued. "Be thankful it is your only one."
Could not that little pallid face, peeping from its shroud, the father's
mighty grief, her own despair, her agony, as each toll of the funeral
bell fell on her crushed brain, and seemed to repeat the physician's
words--could not this check her mad career? No, all was blighted around
her--she had not a hope left; she drank for oblivion.
And Walter?--alas! he now drank with her. He long struggled with his
dreary discomforts at home, with the dull, companionless evenings, when
his Rosa, that once highly-gifted creature, lay steeped in the coarsest
Lethe, or would in wild intoxication hurl reproaches at him. He had
taken the keys from her; she broke open the locks; she bribed the
servants for drink; she parted from her valuables, even his books and
plate, to procure the necessary stimulant; she made his disgrace and
hers public. No friend could come to their house, such fearful scenes
occasionally took place there: his home was blasted--drink became his
solace. The wild orgies of their despair were indeed terrible: but I
need not dwell on this repulsive theme; suffice it to say, Walter's
affairs were now entirely neglected--he was soon irretrievably ruined.
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