Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
At last Mrs. Woodcock's door was closed against all visitors except the
physician. Edward was there; and he was dying. Great decorum and
tenderness were observed about the secrets of that dreary house; but it
was known to those who most cared to know that there was no solace to
the mother's heart--no softening of the son's. He treated her like a
servant; and in the way that good-natured people never treat servants.
He repelled her affection; he mocked.... But I can not dwell on this.
One summer morning the hearse and two mourning coaches were seen moving
from the door under the shady trees in the close. Old friends hardly
knew whether to be glad or sorry that all was over. They would have
been glad if there had been any domestic resource for the mother; any
other survivor to make the old home somewhat like itself. But was ever
any worn-out being more lonely? One old acquaintance, by no means an
intimate friend, saw that it would now be right to go. She dreaded the
visit inexpressibly; but she saw that it was right to go. She went; and
she shed a lapful of tears when she came home.
She found Mrs. Woodcock immeasurably more haughty than ever before. She
could scarcely rise at first from the rheumatism she had caught by
night-watching; and when she sat down on her faded old sofa she worked
her thumbs and twitched her fingers as if impatient of her visitor, and
cut short or contradicted every thing that was said. She still harped on
Oxford; on which, however, it was impossible to say any thing to please
her. At last--whether it was that the effort was of itself too much for
her, or that old tones of voice and a kindly expression of countenance
touched the spring of tears, I do not know--but she was overtaken by
such a passion of weeping as it was heart-rending to witness. She
well-nigh choked before she would acknowledge her own tears; but when
she laid her head against the back of the sofa, her sobs shook the very
room. She did not stop speaking for this. She said but one thing, but
she said it incessantly. "Don't pity me, Mrs. A----. I can not bear to
be pitied. I am not at all unhappy. I can not bear to be pitied. You
must not pity me," and so on.
Such a life could not last long. I forget exactly how long it was.
Probably, in the suspense of our compassion, it seemed longer than it
would now in the retrospect. It could not, I think, have been many
months before the hearse was again moving away from the door under the
trees, and we felt that the household which had been once so much to the
city was extinguished. Nothing was left but that which still
remains--the portrait of the mayor in his robes in the great hall, and
the aching remembrance in many hearts of the fate of his wife and only
child.
III. THE MAID-SERVANT.
"Where is Jemima? I want Jemima," said a feeble voice, interrupted by
coughing, from a bed in a sick room.
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