Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
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I went away very anxious about Louisa. Mrs. R. was sensible of the
change in her daughter's appearance and professed herself unable to
understand it. No girls, as she observed, had more indulgences or
greater means of amusement than hers had, but nothing pleased or amused
Louisa now. I inquired if any thing had occurred to render her unhappy.
Her mother said there had been a slight love affair, but that reasons
sufficient to satisfy Louisa herself had set it on one side, and that
she did not think the attachment still existed. My future observations
inclined me to agree with Mrs. R. in this latter particular, but it
seemed to me as if this fancy, slight as it might have been, had
awakened the poor girl to the consciousness that she had a heart and a
soul; that she possessed capacities which called for nobler objects and
a wider sphere of action, than were furnished in the region of frivolity
wherein she dwelt. Not that she could have put her feelings into
words--they existed in her mind too vaguely for that; her longings were
indefinable to herself, but they were real, and I was convinced they
were sapping the very foundations of her existence. I would fain have
taken her home with me. I would have brought her into contact with the
genuine wants and woes of humanity, represented, it might be, in humble
types, but varnished over by none of the falsehood and glitter of
fashionable society. I would have done so, because I believed that here
she might find something to interest and rouse her to action. This once
accomplished, her energies would no longer be left to prey upon
themselves, and the weariness of an aimless existence would be at an
end. But had my abode been, indeed, the cell of an anchorite, and buried
in the depth of the wilderness, Mrs. R. could not have shrunk with more
horror from the idea of trusting her daughter to my guardianship, than
she did when I made the proposal. In vain I represented how happy Amy
had always been while under my care, and how infallible had been the
effect of Cumberland air upon all her juvenile ailments. In as plain
terms as were consistent with her accustomed good breeding, Mrs. R.
intimated, that though it might do very well for a child, Louisa would
be moped to death at my cottage. She needed amusement, interest, that
was certain; she must go to Brighton, to Hastings, to Baden, if
possible--any where, to give her a complete change of scene and ideas. I
gave the matter up, but I believed that in my solitude she would have
found a greater change of scene and ideas than she would be likely to
meet with in any fashionable watering-place.
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