Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
Months rolled on. The bride and bridegroom returned, but not before I
was again settled at home. I had letters from Amy, cheerful, happy
letters they were. How could they be otherwise? The whole joys of the
world were before her, and with a lively fancy, and the keen sense of
enjoyment of eighteen, how could she be insensible to their attractions!
I had letters from Mrs. R. too, full of Amy's praises. They told me how
gracefully she had played her new part--how, whether she appeared abroad
or received guests at home, she was the delight of every eye, the
praise of every tongue. This was not all I would have known, but I could
learn no more, and it was two years before Amy and I met again. She was
then the mother of a fine little boy, and as blooming and beautiful as
ever. She seemed happy too, and preserved that uninterrupted flow of
gayety which had always been so charming. Not so her husband. The ease
and cheerfulness, which had once characterized his conversation, had
vanished; he was silent and reserved; it seemed to me that some hidden
sorrow, for which he had no confidant, was preying on his mind. When I
hinted to Amy the change in her husband's manner, she tossed her pretty
head, and poutingly remarked, that she supposed men were always more
agreeable in the days of courtship than after marriage. But, in spite of
her childish petulance, a tear stole to her eye, which I was not sorry
to see there. True it was that Edward Lennox was completely
disenchanted. He had found out that the thoughtless, inexperienced girl,
who had never been led to reflect on any thing more serious than the
amusement of the present hour, was not the perfect woman, the ideal of
his fancy, and the echo of his every thought and feeling. He was a man
of an almost jealously sensitive turn of mind, and when he found he was
not comprehended, he shrank into himself, and took refuge in an
impenetrable reserve. Amy, poor child, had no idea of all that was
passing in her husband's mind. She was conscious of no change in
herself, and she little thought how different had been his conception of
her character to its reality. She believed that what her mamma had told
her about the caprice of men, explained the change which she could not
but be sensible had taken place in his sentiments toward her; and though
this change sometimes made her sad, she did not love deeply enough to be
quite heart-broken. But Amy was still loved. If Mr. Lennox did not love
her as he could have loved the true wife of his bosom, he cherished her
as a lovely child, whose happiness was intrusted to his keeping, and it
seemed to me as if fears for her, as well as sorrow of his own, harassed
and perplexed him.
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