Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
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American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"Nor you--nor any one; she does not know herself. A girl's character is
like a rosebud, folded up from every eye; but, unlike the flower, it
expands more under clouds and tempests than under the genial sun."
There was a pause, during which he sat musing, then he said, "When I
called your attention to my unhappy affairs, it was with the intention
of requesting you to break the matter to Amy for me, but you have half
persuaded me to do it myself."
"Yourself, by all means," said I; "and let there be no concealment
between you. What am I to do about telling Louisa and Mrs. R.?"
"Oh! they must know, certainly," answered he. "Mrs. R. will be gone out
when you arrive, so you will be spared that scene. Louisa--who has now
more sense and courage than all of us put together--will break it to her
best in the morning. Here is the carriage, let me put you into it, and
then for poor Amy."
He was right. Louisa did seem to have more sense and courage now than
any of us. Perhaps, she felt herself too near another world to affix an
undue value on the things of this, for none of the agitation which I had
feared resulted from the communication, and we consulted together
calmly and rationally on the best means of making present circumstances
useful to Amy, and tolerable to her mother. But, calm as she was, I
thought it better to spare her the first burst of Mrs. R.'s distress,
and therefore I remained the night over, and returned to Amy in the
morning.
I found her alone in the nursery, with her sleeping infant in her arms.
Her eyes were bent pensively on its countenance, and there was an
expression of serious thoughtfulness on her beautiful features, which
became them as well as the gayety which was their native character.
"My dear, dear aunt," she said, as I kissed her cheek, "how much I owe
you!"
"Owe me, my love! what do you mean?"
"If it had not been for you, Edward would have told me nothing. I should
never have known half his causes of distress, and I should have believed
him cold and indifferent, when, on the contrary, he was depressed by
anxiety for me, and for our boy."
Here was a spring of action at once. The fountains of sympathy, of
gratitude, of love, were opened; might not these waters prove sufficient
to fertilize a life? I believed so, and I felt that Amy was saved.
I was not mistaken. From that day, she was a new creature. If the
sacrifices she was called upon to make at first appeared great, they
were soon rendered insignificant by the regret which she felt when she
reflected how little her previous education had prepared her to make the
best of a limited income, to prove the friend, companion, and
confidante, which her husband would now need more than ever, or to
fulfill the office of guide and instructress which her little boy would
soon call upon her to perform.
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