Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
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I was so completely taken by surprise, that I had no power to reply, and
he went on; "If it were only for myself, I could bear it, I believe, as
well as most people, but the thought of that poor girl unmans me.
Amusement, society, luxury, seem to make up her very life, and to tell
her she must be deprived of these things, is dreadful. Oh!" he
continued, bitterly, "if I could be to Amy all that she once was to me,
how light would all trials be while our love remained; but that _was_ an
idle dream!"
"It may be no dream yet," answered I. "Amy has a heart, though her life,
hitherto, has offered little to prove its depth. Who knows but that,
when she is called on for sympathy and action, she may prove all we
could wish?"
"Do not flatter me with false hopes," he said; "I have given up such
ideas as those forever."
I had some hope that matters were not so bad as in the first moment I
had been given to understand they were, and I begged for further
information. I found, however, the statement Mr. Lennox had made was
substantially true; he had, indeed, lost a handsome property, and all
that remained was an opportunity of realizing a comfortable independence
by personal exertion. But the sacrifice of the luxuries, and the worldly
consideration which the possession of wealth bestows, was inevitable; a
sacrifice which frequently causes distress very disproportionate to the
worth of the objects abandoned.
When he had in a few words put me in possession of the actual state of
his affairs, he said: "Now comes the question of what is best to be done
with Amy. It is possible I may find it advisable to go out to India,
but, whether I go or stay, I think it would be better for her to
accompany her mother and Louisa to Baden. She will feel the change less
at first, I have consulted with her father, and he agrees with me in
this opinion."
"Very likely," said I, dryly; "and if it is your intention that Amy
should remain all her life a spoiled child of fortune, you could not
take better means to attain your end. If she is ever to prove what a
rational being should be, it must be by the discipline of life; do not,
then, attempt to shield her from trials which may be of more benefit to
her than all the favors of fortune. Do not suppose you can guarantee her
from sorrow; rather call upon her to share your distresses, than leave
her to be consumed by the selfish vexations which inevitably fall to the
lot of the idle and indulged. But, if you would inspire her with
devotion, you must give her your confidence. Tell her all--let her know
your actual position--what you hope from her--what you fear. You and she
may live to bless the day which brings these trials."
"Ah! if I could think," he began; "but no--you do but judge after your
own earnest nature--you do not know Amy."
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