Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. IX.—February, 1851.—Vol. II.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"Indeed, dear, I would not presume to advise or dictate; you mistake me
cruelly. I only wished for the children's sake to see what our situation
really is. Paul, remember this may be all the support left to them; they
are young, they must be educated, brought forward; is it right to
deprive them of their property?"
"Pish! I can double it for them to-morrow. By heaven, Barbara, I will
not live to see my name in the Gazette, to be disgraced. Choose between
your husband and your money."
"Were that indeed the choice, you know in your own heart that I should
not hesitate one moment. No, the choice is between my husband and our
children. I will not believe that even insolvency can disgrace you."
"Not when my debts are unpaid, and my wife keeps her fortune?"
"A fortune you have often laughed at as a pittance. It can afford us no
luxuries; your creditors have no claim on it; it had no interest with
your business, it never influenced your credit; had you not married me
your position would have been the same. Were I--could I be induced to
break my trust and sacrifice my children's interest, this money should
go among all your creditors; I never would part with it for the benefit
of one alone."
"So you would deprive me of character and credit, submit me to the
indignities of the insolvent court, blast my fame and future prospects,
rather than part with a paltry sum? And yet you can talk of duty. You
will remain quiet at home, while I am exposed to all the curses of
poverty."
"Do you think that these ills can fall on you alone, Paul? Am I not your
wife? If disgrace be your portion, must not I share it? Yes, and as
freely as I have shared your better days' love, for the disgrace will be
unmerited. Do I not know that my decision will be canvassed by all,
blamed by the many?"
"Then why expose yourself to this blame?"
"For our children's sakes. You did not require this money when it was
settled on me and them; they do now, and you may."
"I!--I will never degrade myself by a farthing of it; so do not make me
your excuse for your selfishness. You have chosen, you say; take care
how it may end."
A bankruptcy ensued, and Paul survived it. People who threaten not to
live, seldom keep that promise. At the worst he could only be charged
with over-speculation. His dividend was excellent, his embarrassments
clearly attributable to a year of panic, and the failure of some other
houses doing business with him. Barbara had truly said, there might be
imprudence but there was no disgrace attached to his name, and he
obtained a certificate of the first class.
What was the poor wife's suffering meanwhile? As she expected, many and
harsh comments were passed on her conduct; her summer friends looked
coldly on her; her servants were disposed to be insolent.
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