Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
At this crisis, when at her wits' end, an unexpected haven appeared. She
was a pretty, lady-like girl; and Allan Macdonald, a young merchant, and
a rising man, chose to fall in love with her. There are many different
reasons for accepting a man besides simply loving him; some girls are
afraid of dying old maids; others do not know how to say "no;" others
are ambitious; others mercenary; others wish to please papa and mamma;
and others wish to spite some particular friend. Constance married from
none of these causes; she loved--no, liked, respected Allan, and felt
grateful for his preference; but her prevailing feeling was that the
wedding would keep her out of her difficulties. There would be the money
for her _trousseau_, and of course presents from her relations; and out
of these she could surely squeeze enough to clear the greater part, if
not all her debts. Allan, too, would be sure to make her a liberal
allowance, and she could save something from that; once free, it would
be a lesson for life.
Things seldom turn out exactly as we expect. The presents made her,
though handsome, could not be turned to account; work-tables and silver
tea-pots are not very serviceable in a lady's wardrobe; and though her
father had strained every nerve, he did not give her more than one half
of what she had reckoned on. She ventured to petition for more.
"Tut tut, Constance! Macdonald knows exactly how I am situated, that I
really am very much hampered, for I have no concealments from him; he is
not the fellow to go rummaging over his wife's drawers, or to refuse her
a new gown when she wants it. Of course I wish you to be respectable,
and what you have now will set you out as well as any child of mine need
be; more, in my present circumstances, would be improper."
She was silenced. Her means were all absorbed in paying off the driblets
she owed in all directions, but yet there were comparatively large sums
remaining. She spoke to the tradespeople, "the expenses of her wedding,
&c:" the excuse seemed reasonable, though some were inclined to wonder
why Mr. Leslie left this disagreeable task to his daughter, and, as they
wished to secure Mrs. Macdonald's future custom, they were exceedingly
forbearing. Mrs. Grey alone remained; the wedding clothes must be
supplied by her now, although Constance, anticipating so much more
money, had already announced that they would not, as "she did not like
her style." This report had evidently reached her, and she received her
customer's explanation with a mortifying air of civil disbelief; but
when Constance began to explain her errand, and hesitatingly ask for
credit, "It is so very awkward, Mrs. Grey; but gentlemen can not
understand these things: papa can not see why I should like to have a
little money in hand, but you must know what you felt yourself."
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