Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.
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Now behold them seated in the arbor--a perfect bower of sweets and
blossoms; the wilderness of roof-tops and spires stretching below, broad
and far; London seen dim and silent, as in a dream.
She took his hat from his brows gently, and looked him in the face with
tearful, penetrating eyes.
She did not say, "You are changed." She said, "Why, why did I leave
you?" and then turned away.
"Never mind me, Helen. I am man, and rudely born--speak of yourself.
This lady is kind to you, then?"
"Does she not let me see you? Oh! very kind--and look here."
Helen pointed to fruits and cakes set out on the table. "A feast,
brother."
And she began to press her hospitality with pretty winning ways, more
playful than was usual to her, and talking very fast, and with forced
but silvery laughter.
By degrees she stole him from his gloom and reserve; and, though he
could not reveal to her the cause of his bitterest sorrow, he owned that
he had suffered much. He would not have owned _that_ to another living
being. And then, quickly turning from this brief confession, with
assurances that the worst was over, he sought to amuse her by speaking
of his new acquaintance with the perch-fisher. But when he spoke of this
man with a kind of reluctant admiration, mixed with compassionate yet
gloomy interest, and drew a grotesque though subdued sketch of the wild
scene in which he had been spectator, Helen grew alarmed and grave.
"Oh, brother, do not go there again--do not see more of this bad man."
"Bad!--no! Hopeless and unhappy, he has stooped to stimulants and
oblivion; but you can not understand these things, my pretty preacher."
"Yes I do, Leonard. What is the difference between being good and bad?
The good do not yield to temptations, and the bad do."
The definition was so simple and so wise that Leonard was more struck
with it than he might have been by the most elaborate sermon by Parson
Dale.
"I have often murmured to myself since I lost you, 'Helen was my good
angel;' say on. For my heart is dark to myself, and while you speak
light seems to dawn on it."
This praise so confused Helen that she was long before she could obey
the command annexed to it. But, by little and little, words came to both
more frankly. And then he told her the sad tale of Chatterton, and
waited, anxious to hear her comments.
"Well," he said, seeing that she remained silent, "how can _I_ hope,
when this mighty genius labored and despaired? What did he want, save
birth and fortune, and friends, and human justice."
"Did he pray to God?" said Helen, drying her tears.
Again Leonard was startled. In reading the life of Chatterton, he had
not much noted the skepticism, assumed or real of the ill-fated aspirer
to earthly immortality. At Helen's question, that skepticism struck him
forcibly.
"Why do you ask that, Helen?"
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