Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.
Various
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Had the paper contained my dismissal from the service, I shame to own it
would have been more welcome! The last few months had changed all the
character of my life, suggested new hopes and new ambitions. The career
I used to glory in had grown distasteful; the comrades I once longed to
rejoin were now become almost repulsive to my imagination. The marquise
had spoken much of emigrating to some part of the new world beyond seas,
and thither my fancy alike pointed. Perhaps my dreams of a future were
not the less rose-colored, that they received no shadow from any thing
like a "fact." The old lady's geographical knowledge was neither
accurate nor extensive, and she contrived to invest this land of promise
with odd associations of what she once heard of Pondicherry--with
certain features belonging to the United States. A glorious country it
would, indeed, have been, which, within a month's voyage, realized all
the delights of the tropics, with the healthful vigor of the temperate
zone, and where, without an effort beyond the mere will, men amassed
enormous fortunes in a year or two. In a calmer mood, I might, indeed
must, have been struck with the wild inconsistency of the old lady's
imaginings, and looked with somewhat of skepticism on the map for that
spot of earth so richly endowed; but now I believed every thing,
provided it only ministered to my new hopes. Laura, evidently, too,
believed in the "Canaan" of which, at last, we used to discourse as
freely as though we had been there. Little discussions, would, however,
now and then vary the uniformity of this creed, and I remember once
feeling almost hurt at Laura's not agreeing with me about zebras, which
I assured her were just as trainable as horses, but which the marquise
flatly refused ever to use in any of her carriages. These were mere
passing clouds; the regular atmosphere of our wishes was bright and
transparent. In the midst of these delicious day dreams, there came one
day a number of letters to the marquise by the hands of a courier on his
way to Naples. What were their contents I never knew, but the tidings
seemed most joyful, for the old lady invited the general and myself to
dinner, when the table was decked out with white lilies on all sides;
she herself, and Laura also, wearing them in bouquets on their dresses.
The occasion had, I could see, something of a celebration about it.
Mysterious hints of circumstances I knew nothing of were constantly
interchanged, the whole ending with a solemn toast to the memory of the
"Saint and Martyr;" but who he was, or when he lived, I knew not one
single fact about.
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