Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine: No. XVI.—September, 1851—Vol. III.
Various
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"Glory, like honor, should have its fountain in a monarchy," cried she
proudly. "The rude voices of a multitude can confer no meed of praise.
Their judgments are the impulses of the moment. But why do we speak of
these things, Maurice? nor have _I_, who can but breathe my hopes for a
cause, the just pretension to contend with _you_, who shed your blood
for its opposite."
As she spoke, she hurried from the balcony, and quitted the room. It was
the first time, as I have said, that we had ever been alone together,
and it was also the first time she had ever expressed herself strongly
on the subject of party. What a moment to have declared her opinions,
and when her reminiscences, too, had recalled our infancy! How often was
I tempted to interrupt that confession, by declaring myself, and how
strongly was I repelled by the thought that the avowal might sever us
forever. While I was thus deliberating, the marquise, with the general
entered the room, and Laura followed in a few moments.
The supper that night was a pleasant one to all save me. The rest were
gay and high-spirited. Allusions, understood by _them_, but not by _me_,
were caught up readily, and as quickly responded to. Toasts were
uttered, and wishes breathed in concert, but all was like a dream to me.
Indeed my heart grew heavier at every moment. My coming departure, of
which I had not yet spoken, lay drearily on my mind, while the bold
decision with which Laura declared her faith showed that our destinies
were separated by an impassable barrier.
It may be supposed that my depression was not relieved by discovering
that the general had already announced my approaching departure, and the
news, far from being received with any thing like regret, was made the
theme of pleasant allusion, and even congratulation. The marquise
repeatedly assured me of the delight the tidings gave her, and Laura
smiled happily toward me, as if echoing the sentiment.
Was this the feeling I had counted on? were these the evidences of an
affection, for which I had given my whole heart? Oh, how bitterly I
reviled the frivolous ingratitude of woman! how heavily I condemned
their heartless, unfeeling nature. In a few days, a few hours, perhaps,
I shall be as totally forgotten here, as though I had never been, and
yet these are the people who parade their devotion to fallen monarchy,
and their affection for an exiled house! I tried to arm myself with
every prejudice against royalism. I thought of Santron and his selfish,
sarcastic spirit. I thought of all the stories I used to hear of
cowardly ingratitude, and noble infamy, and tried to persuade myself
that the blandishments of the well-born were but the gloss that covered
cruel and unfeeling natures.
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