Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: NoneVarious
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXIII.—April, 1852.—Vol. IV.: None
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She was lifted into the carriage carefully; carefully swathed in her
splendid furs and lustrous velvets; and placed gently, like a wounded
bird, in her warm nest of down. But she moved languidly, and fretfully
thrust aside her servants' busy hands, indifferent to her comforts, and
annoyed by her very blessings. I looked into her face: it was a strange
face, which had once been beautiful; but ill-health, and care, and
grief, had marked it now with deep lines, and colored it with unnatural
tints. Tears had washed out the roses from her cheeks, and set large
purple rings about her eyes; the mouth was hard and pinched, but the
eyelids swollen; while the crossed wrinkles on her brow told the same
tale of grief grown petulant, and of pain grown soured, as the thin lip,
quivering and querulous, and the nervous hand, never still and never
strong.
The train-bell rang, the whistle sounded, the lady's servitors stood
bareheaded and courtesying to the ground, and the rapid rush of the iron
giant bore off the high-born dame and the starveling painter in strange
companionship. Unquiet and unresting--now shifting her place--now
letting down the glass for the cold air to blow full upon her withered
face, then drawing it up, and chafing her hands and feet by the
warm-water apparatus concealed in her _chauffe-pied_, while shivering as
if in an ague-fit--sighing deeply--lost in thought--wildly looking out
and around for distraction--she soon made me ask myself whether my envy
of her was as true as deep sympathy and pity would have been.
"But her wealth--her wealth!" I thought. "True she may suffer, but how
gloriously she is solaced! She may weep, but the angels of social life
wipe off her tears with perfumed linen, gold embroidered; she may
grieve, but her grief makes her joys so much the more blissful. Ah! she
is to be envied after all!--envied, while I, a very beggar, might well
scorn my place now!"
Something of this might have been in my face, as I offered my sick
companion some small attention--I forget what--gathering up one of her
luxurious trifles, or arranging her cushions. She seemed almost to read
my thoughts as her eyes rested on my melancholy face; and saying
abruptly: "I fear you are unhappy, young man?" she settled herself in
her place like a person prepared to listen to a pleasant tale.
"I am unfortunate, madam," I answered.
"Unfortunate?" she said impatiently. "What! with youth and health, can
you call yourself unfortunate? When the whole world lies untried before
you, and you still live in the golden atmosphere of hope, can you pamper
yourself with sentimental sorrows? Fie upon you!--fie upon you! What are
your sorrows compared with mine?"
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