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"Yet see what it does for me!" continued my companion. "Does it give me
back my husband, my brave boys, my beautiful girl? Does it give rest to
this weary heart, or relief to this aching head? Does it soothe my mind
or heal my body? No! It but oppresses me, like a heavy robe thrown round
weakened limbs: it is even an additional misfortune, for if I were poor,
I should be obliged to think of other things besides myself and my woes;
and the very mental exertion necessary to sustain my position would
lighten my miseries. I have seen my daughter wasting year by year and
day by day, under the warm sky of the south--under the warm care of
love! Neither climate nor affection could save her: every effort was
made--the best advice procured--the latest panacea adopted; but to no
effect. Her life was prolonged, certainly; but this simply means, that
she was three years in dying, instead of three months. She was a
gloriously lovely creature, like a fair young saint for beauty and
purity--quite an ideal thing, with her golden hair and large blue eyes!
She was my only girl--my youngest, my darling, my best treasure! My
first real sorrow--now fifteen years ago--was when I saw her laid, on
her twenty-first birthday, in the English burial-ground at Madeira. It
is on the grave-stone, that she died of consumption: would that it had
been added--and her mother of grief! From the day of her death, my
happiness left me!"
Here the poor lady paused, and buried her face in her hands. The first
sorrow was evidently also the keenest; and I felt my own eyelids moist
as I watched this outpouring of the mother's anguish. After all, here
was grief beyond the power of wealth to assuage: here was sorrow deeper
than any mere worldly disappointment.
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