Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXVII, August 1852, Vol. VVarious
History
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXVII, August 1852, Vol. V
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"I grant that you are right there--we never do; neither do women
ever know men. And yet each sex contrives to dupe and to fool the
other! Listen to me. I have little acquaintance with my nephew, but
I allow he is a handsome young gentleman, with whom a handsome young
lady in her teens might fall in love in a ball-room. But you who
have known the higher order of our species--you who have received
the homage of men, whose thoughts and mind leave the small talk of
drawing-room triflers--so poor and bald--you can not look me in the
face and say that it is any passion resembling love which you feel
for my nephew. And as to position, it is right that I should inform
you that if he marry you he will have none. He may risk his
inheritance. You will receive no countenance from his parents. You
will be poor, but not free. You will not gain the independence you
seek for. The sight of a vacant, discontented face in that opposite
chair will be worse than solitude. And as to grateful affection,"
added the man of the world, "it is a polite synonym for tranquil
indifference."
"Mr. Egerton," said Beatrice, "people say you are made of bronze.
Did you ever feel the want of a home?"
"I answer you frankly," replied the statesman, "if I had not felt
it, do you think I should have been, and that I should be to the
last, the joyless drudge of public life? Bronze though you call my
nature, it would have melted away long since like wax in the fire,
if I had sat idly down and dreamed of a _Home_!"
"But we women," answered Beatrice, with pathos, "have no public
life, and we do idly sit down and dream. Oh," she continued, after a
short pause, and clasping her hands firmly together, "you think me
worldly, grasping, ambitious; how different my fate had been had I
known a home!--known one whom I could love and venerate--known one
whose smiles would have developed the good that was once within me,
and the fear of whose rebuking or sorrowful eye would have corrected
what is evil."
"Yet," answered Audley, "nearly all women in the great world have
had that choice once in their lives, and nearly all have thrown it
away. How few of your rank really think of home when they marry--how
few ask to venerate as well as to love--and how many of every rank,
when the home has been really gained, have willfully lost its
shelter; some in neglectful weariness--some from a momentary doubt,
distrust, caprice--a wild fancy--a passionate fit--a trifle--a
straw--a dream! True, you women are ever dreamers. Common sense,
common earth, is above or below your comprehension."
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