Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXVII, August 1852, Vol. VVarious
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, No. XXVII, August 1852, Vol. V
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
And now, while Harley L'Estrange, frantic with the news that Nora
had left Lady Jane's roof, and purposely misled into wrong
directions, was seeking to trace her refuge in vain--now Egerton, in
an assumed name, in a remote quarter, far from the clubs in which
his word was oracular--far from the pursuits, whether of pastime or
toil, that had hitherto engrossed his active mind, gave himself up,
with wonder at himself, to the only vision of fairyland that ever
weighs down the watchful eyelids of hard Ambition. The world for a
while shut out, he missed it not. He knew not of it. He looked into
two loving eyes that haunted him ever after, through a stern and
arid existence, and said murmuringly, "Why, this, then, is real
happiness!" Often, often, in the solitude of other years, to repeat
to himself the same words, save that for _is_, he then murmured
_was_! And Nora, with her grand, full heart, all her luxuriant
wealth of fancy and of thought, child of light and of song, did she
then never discover that there was something comparatively narrow
and sterile in the nature to which she had linked her fate? Not
there, could ever be sympathy in feelings, brilliant and shifting as
the tints of the rainbow. When Audley pressed her heart to his own,
could he comprehend one finer throb of its beating? Was all the iron
of his mind worth one grain of the gold she had cast away in
Harley's love?
Did Nora already discover this? Surely no. Genius feels no want, no
repining, while the heart is contented. Genius in her paused and
slumbered: it had been as the ministrant of solitude: it was needed
no more. If a woman loves deeply some one below her own grade in the
mental and spiritual orders, how often we see that she unconsciously
quits her own rank, comes meekly down to the level of the beloved,
is afraid lest he should deem her the superior--she who would not
even be the equal. Nora knew no more that she had genius; she only
knew that she had love.
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