Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850Various
General
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"Will thinks you would na respect us if you knew all; but I think you
could na help feeling for us in the sorrow God has put upon us; so I
just put on my bonnet, and came off unknownst to the lads. Every one
says you're very good, and that the Lord has keeped you from falling
from His ways; but maybe you've never yet been tried and tempted as some
is. I'm perhaps speaking too plain, but my heart's welly broken, and I
can't be choice in my words as them who are happy can. Well, now! I'll
tell you the truth. Will dreads you to hear it, but I'll just tell it
you. You mun know"--but here the poor woman's words failed her, and she
could do nothing but sit rocking herself backward and forward, with sad
eyes, straight-gazing into Susan's face, as if they tried to tell the
tale of agony which the quivering lips refused to utter. Those wretched
stony eyes forced the tears down Susan's cheeks, and, as if this
sympathy gave the mother strength, she went on in a low voice, "I had a
daughter once, my heart's darling. Her father thought I made too much on
her, and that she'd grow marred staying at home; so he said she mun go
among strangers, and learn to rough it. She were young, and liked the
thought of seeing a bit of the world; and her father heard on a place in
Manchester. Well! I'll not weary you. That poor girl were led astray;
and first thing we heard on it, was when a letter of her father's was
sent back by her missus, saying she'd left her place, or, to speak
right, the master had turned her into the street soon as he had heard of
her condition--and she not seventeen!"
She now cried aloud; and Susan wept too. The little child looked up into
their faces, and, catching their sorrow, began to whimper and wail.
Susan took it softly up, and hiding her face in its little neck, tried
to restrain her tears, and think of comfort for the mother. At last she
said:
"Where is she now?"
"Lass! I dunnot know," said Mrs. Leigh, checking her sobs to communicate
this addition to her distress. "Mrs. Lomax telled me she went--"
"Mrs. Lomax--what Mrs. Lomax?"
"Her as lives in Brabazon-street. She telled me my poor wench went to
the workhouse fra there. I'll not speak again' the dead; but if her
father would but ha' letten me--but he were one who had no notion--no,
I'll not say that; best say naught. He forgave her on his death-bed. I
dare say I did na go th' right way to work."
"Will you hold the child for me one instant?" said Susan.
"Ay, if it will come to me. Childer used to be fond on me till I got the
sad look on my face that scares them, I think."
But the little girl clung to Susan; so she carried it up-stairs with
her. Mrs. Leigh sat by herself--how long she did not know.
Susan came down with a bundle of far-worn baby-clothes.
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