Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850Various
General
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
Susan would fain have staid by her darling one; but she had many calls
upon her time and thoughts, and her will had now, as ever, to be given
up to that of others. All seemed to devolve the burden of their cares on
her. Her father, ill-humored from his last night's intemperance, did not
scruple to reproach her with being the cause of little Nanny's death;
and when, after bearing his upbraiding meekly for some time, she could
no longer restrain herself, but began to cry, he wounded her even more
by his injudicious attempts at comfort: for he said it was as well the
child was dead; it was none of theirs, and why should they be troubled
with it? Susan wrung her hands at this, and came and stood before her
father, and implored him to forbear. Then she had to take all requisite
steps for the coroner's inquest; she had to arrange for the dismissal of
her school; she had to summon a little neighbor, and send his willing
feet on a message to William Leigh, who, she felt, ought to be informed
of his mother's whereabouts, and of the whole state of affairs. She
asked her messenger to tell him to come and speak to her--that his
mother was at her house. She was thankful that her father sauntered out
to have a gossip at the nearest coach-stand, and to relate as many of
the night's adventures as he knew; for as yet he was in ignorance of the
watcher and the watched, who silently passed away the hours up-stairs.
At dinner-time Will came. He looked red, glad, impatient, excited. Susan
stood calm and white before him, her soft, loving eyes gazing straight
into his.
"Will," said she, in a low, quiet voice, "your sister is up-stairs."
"My sister!" said he, as if affrighted at the idea, and losing his glad
look in one of gloom. Susan saw it, and her heart sank a little, but she
went on as calm to all appearance as ever.
"She was little Nanny's mother, as perhaps you know. Poor little Nanny
was killed last night by a fall down stairs." All the calmness was gone;
all the suppressed feeling was displayed in spite of every effort. She
sat down, and hid her face from him, and cried bitterly. He forgot every
thing but the wish, the longing to comfort her. He put his arm round her
waist, and bent over her. But all he could say was, "Oh, Susan, how can
I comfort you? Don't take on so--pray, don't!" He never changed the
words, but the tone varied every time he spoke. At last she seemed to
regain her power over herself, and she wiped her eyes, and once more
looked upon him with her own quiet, earnest, unfearing gaze.
"Your sister was near the house. She came in on hearing my words to the
doctor. She is asleep now, and your mother is watching her. I wanted to
tell you all myself. Would you like to see your mother?"
"No!" said he. "I would rather see none but thee. Mother told me thou
knew'st all." His eyes were downcast in their shame.
But the holy and pure did not lower or vail her eyes.
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