Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850
Various
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"Poor mamma--but she _can not_ help it--indeed she can not. She is all
love, and is gentleness itself. The blessed one 'who thinketh no evil.'
How can that Randall find the heart to tease her! as I am sure she
does--though mamma never complains. And then, I am afraid, indeed, I
feel certain, when I am gone the evil will very greatly increase. You,
perhaps, have observed," added she, lowering her voice, "that poor papa
makes it particularly difficult in our family--doubly difficult. His old
wounds, his injured arm, his age and infirmities, make all sorts of
little comforts indispensable to him. He suffers so much bodily, and he
suffers, too, so much from little inconveniences, that he can not bear
to have any thing done for him in an unaccustomed way. Randall and
Williams have lived with us ever since I was five years old--when poor
papa came back from Waterloo almost cut to pieces. And he is so fond of
them he will not hear a complaint against them--not even from mamma. Oh!
it is not her fault--poor, dear mamma!"
"No, my love, such a dreadful sufferer as the poor general too often is,
makes things very difficult at times. I understand all that quite well;
but we are still only on the preamble of your discourse, my Catherine;
something more than vain lamentation is to come of it, I feel sure."
"Yes, indeed. Dear generous mamma! She would not hear of my staying with
her and giving up Edgar; nor would she listen to what he was noble
enough to propose, that he should abandon his profession and come and
live at the Hazels, rather than that I should feel I was tampering with
my duty, for his sake, dear fellow!"
And the tears stood in Catherine's eyes.
"Nothing I could say would make her listen to it. I could hardly be
sorry for Edgar's sake. I knew what a sacrifice it would be upon his
part--more than a woman ought to accept from a _lover_, I think--a man
in his dotage, as one may say. Don't you think so, too, ma'am?"
"Yes, my dear, indeed I do. Well, go on."
"I have been so perplexed, so unhappy, so undecided what to do--so sorry
to leave this dear, generous mother to the mercy of those servants of
hers--whose influence, when she is alone, and with nobody to hearten her
up a little, will be so terribly upon the increase--that I have not
known what to do. But to-day, while I was dressing for dinner, a sudden,
blessed thought came into my mind--really, just like a flash of light
that seemed to put every thing clear at once--and it is about that I
want to consult you, if you will let me. That dear Lettice Arnold!--I
knew her from a child. You can not think what a creature she is. So
sensible, so cheerful, so sweet-tempered, so self-sacrificing, yet so
clever, and firm, and steady, when necessary. Mamma wants a daughter,
and papa wants a reader and a backgammon prayer. Lettice Arnold is the
very thing."
Mrs. Danvers made no answer.
"Don't you think so? Are you not sure? Don't you see it?" asked poor
Catherine, anxiously.
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