Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850Various
General
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. 1. No 1, June 1850
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
"Dying of hunger is a very horrible thing," said Lettice, quietly, "and
much more easily said than done. We have not, God be thanked for it,
ever been quite so badly off as that; but I have stood near enough to
the dreadful gulf to look down, and to sound its depth and its darkness.
I am very thankful, deeply thankful, for this offer, which I should
gladly accept, only what is to become of you?"
"Oh! never mind me. It's the fashion now, I see, for every body to think
of _you_, and nobody to think of me. I'm not worth caring for, now those
who cared for me are gone. Oh! pray, if you like to be a domestic slave
yourself, let _me_ be no hindrance."
"A domestic slave! why should I be a domestic slave? I see no slavery in
the case."
"_I_ call it slavery, whatever you may do, to have nothing to do all day
but play toad-eater and flatterer to a good-for-nothing old woman; to
bear all her ill-humors, and be the butt for all her caprices. That's
what humble friends are expected to do, I believe; what else are they
hired for?"
"I should neither toady nor flatter, I hope," said Lettice; "and as for
bearing people's ill-humors, and being now and then the sport of their
caprices, why that, as you say, is very disagreeable, yet, perhaps, it
is what we must rather expect. But Mrs. Melwyn, I have always heard, is
the gentlest of human beings. And if she is like Catherine, she must be
free from caprice, and nobody could help quite loving her."
"Stuff!--love! love! A humble friend love her _un_humble friend; for I
suppose one must not venture to call one's mistress a tyrant. Oh, no, a
friend! a dear friend!" in a taunting, ironical voice.
"Whomever it might be my fate to live with, I should _try_ to love; for
I believe if one tries to love people, one soon finds something lovable
about them, and Mrs. Melwyn, I feel sure, I should soon love very much."
"So like you! ready to love any thing and every thing. I verily believe
if there was nothing else to love but the little chimney-sweeper boy,
you'd fall to loving him, rather than love nobody."
"I am sure that's true enough," said Lettice, laughing; "I have more
than once felt very much inclined to love the little boy who carries the
soot-bag for the man who sweeps these chimneys--such a saucy-looking,
little sooty rogue."
"As if a person's love _could_ be worth having," continued the sister,
"who is so ready to love any body."
"No, that I deny. Some few people I _do_ find it hard to love."
"Me for one."
"Oh, Myra!"
"Well, I beg your pardon. You're very kind to me. But I'll tell you who
it will be impossible for you to love--if such a thing can be: that's
that testy, cross, old general."
"I don't suppose I shall have much to do with the old general, if I go."
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