Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. III, No. XVII, October 1851Various
History
Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. III, No. XVII, October 1851
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
Giacourt, an old lieutenant of the marines, and at that time
deputy-governor of the Temple, was kind and good-natured toward me,
occasionally telling of the events which were happening without, and
giving me the hope that some general amnesty would, in all likelihood,
liberate all those whose crimes were not beyond the reach of mercy. The
little cell I occupied--and to Giacourt's kindness I owed the sole
possession of it--looked out upon the tall battlements of the outer
walls, which excluded all view beyond, and thus drove me within myself
for occupation and employment. In this emergency I set about to write
some notices of my life--some brief memoirs of those changeful fortunes
which had accompanied me from boyhood. Many of those incidents which I
relate now, and many of those traits of mind or temper that I recall,
were then for the first time noted down, and thus graven on my memory.
My early boyhood, my first experiences as a soldier, the campaign of the
"Schwarzwald," Ireland, and Genoa, all were mentioned, and, writing as I
did, solely for myself and my own eyes, I set down many criticisms on
the generals, and their plans of campaign, which, if intended for the
inspection of others, would have been the greatest presumption and
impertinence, and in this way Moreau, Hoche, Massena, and even
Bonaparte, came in for a most candid and impartial criticism.
How Germany might have been conquered; how Ireland ought to have been
invaded; in what way Italy should have been treated, and lastly, the
grand political error of the seizure of Duc D'Enghein, were subjects
that I discussed and determined with consummate boldness and
self-satisfaction. I am almost overwhelmed with shame, even now, as I
think of that absurd chronicle, with its rash judgments, its crude
opinions and its pretentious decisions.
So fascinated had I become with my task, that I rose early to resume it
each morning, and used to fall asleep, cogitating on the themes for the
next day, and revolving within myself all the passages of interest I
should commemorate. A man must have known imprisonment to feel all the
value that can be attached to any object, no matter how mean or
insignificant, that can employ the thoughts, amuse the fancy, or engage
the affections. The narrow cell expands under such magic, the barred
casement is a free portal to the glorious sun and the free air; the
captive himself is but the student bending over his allotted task. To
this happy frame of mind had I come, without a thought or a wish beyond
the narrow walls at either side of me, when a sad disaster befell me. On
awaking one morning, as usual, to resume my labor, my manuscript was
gone! the table and writing materials, all had disappeared, and, to
increase my discomfiture, the turnkey informed me that Lieutenant
Giacourt had been removed from his post, and sent off to some inferior
station in the provinces.
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