Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. III, No. XVII, October 1851Various
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Harper's New Monthly Magazine, Vol. III, No. XVII, October 1851
Various
American literature -- Periodicals; Civilization -- Periodicals; Culture -- Periodicals
I was introduced to the handsome Abla. There was no denying that the
voice was not fine; but, when you were accustomed to it, it ceased to be
so very disagreeable; besides which, her words were so simple and
candid, and her face so beautiful, that by-and-by I was completely
dazzled. My ears crept, as it were, into my eyes, and gazing, day after
day, on Abla's faultless profile, I was conveyed at once into the realms
of love, and, ravished by my sense of sight, asked Abla if she would be
"my wife." She answered "Yes," with a force of utterance that nearly
frightened me. We were betrothed, and the nearer I gazed on her fine
profile the more I was satisfied. This, however, did not last very long.
The period of betrothal is a very singular one; a period of halfness and
incompleteness; nevertheless it is a sensible institution--when it does
not continue too long. It is the prelude to a union that nothing but
death _ought_ to dissolve; and, if it should appear impossible to
execute harmoniously the duet which has now commenced, there is yet time
to break it off calmly.
The first discord that disturbed the duet between "my wife elect" and
myself, was--not her deep voice, but, alas! precisely that very thing
which, at first, had reconciled me to it; viz., her love of truth, or
rather, I should say, her unmerciful way of uttering it.
That we all are sinners in thought, word, and deed, is a matter of fact,
and nobody was more willing to admit it than myself; but to be reminded
of it every moment by one's best friend is by no means agreeable; nor
does it do any good, especially when the plain-speaking friend never
fancies himself, or herself, capable of sinning, or being faulty in the
slightest degree. And the worst of it was, that apparently Abla had no
faults. Ah! if she had had but one; or, better still, if she would but
have admitted the possibility of it, then I should have been ready to
throw myself at her feet! But she was in temper and in character as
unimpeachable, as regular, as perfect, as she was in figure; she was so
correct and proper, that, sinner as I was, it drove me into a rage. I
felt that Abla's righteousness, and especially her mode of educating me,
would, in time, make me a prodigious sinner; more particularly, as she
would never yield to my wishes. It dawned upon me, before long, that her
self-righteousness and want of charity to others was, indeed, one of the
greatest conceivable faults. One fine day, therefore, I told her my
mind, in good earnest terms, and the following duet occurred between us:
_She._ I can not be otherwise than I am. If you do not like me, you can
let it alone.
_I._ If you will not be amiable toward me, I must cease to love you.
_She._ That is of no consequence. I can go my own way by myself.
_I._ So can I.
_She._ Good-by, then, sir.
_I._ Good-by, Miss A.
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